I hate my mind

[androda]

Ever since I was a kid, I have felt an overbearing need for approval from anyone i deem important in my life.
This used to be my parents, but over time it became other people such as "friends" etc.

I never feel comfortable in my own skin, I feel tired and unhappy constantly, any form of happiness I have ever had in my life is short lived and never extended. There is only about one good thing in my life, even though others may feel that I am blessed in many ways.

I also wonder why people talk to me , yet I never want to make anyone worried or have anyone thinking about me longer than is needed so i never voice my concern.

Most days, I hate waking up, and the time before I sleep is probably the closest to happiest I feel during my day.

I dont care if im being ungrateful or whatever, this is just my honest truth

I also dont think its worth it to try to change this at all

I know there is probably a chemical reason for why I feel this way.

 

[androda]

@theblueprints ^

 

[The Grinch]

If you don’t feel comfortable in your skin or life situation there is an easy way out, work on it and change it

 

[androda]

If you don’t feel comfortable in your skin or life situation there is an easy way out, work on it and change it

I wish it were that simple

 

[The Grinch]

I wish it were that simple

It is that simple, but you don’t have to expect wonders. You can improve your looks, you can improve your social circle, your financial situation and everything if you find a way to do it. You can’t do miracles, but you can make things better, speaking from experience

 

[Tesarossa]

i approve of you

 

[androda]

i approve of you

 

[androda]

It is that simple, but you don’t have to expect wonders. You can improve your looks, you can improve your social circle, your financial situation and everything if you find a way to do it. You can’t do miracles, but you can make things better, speaking from experience

Its not about any sort of improvement for me

Im simply unhappy and Ive accepted it

 

[The Grinch]

Its not about any sort of improvement for me

Im simply unhappy and Ive accepted it

Like who isn’t unhappy nowadays, even people who have everything are unhappy

 

[androda]

Like who isn’t unhappy nowadays, even people who have everything are unhappy

I dont care about people,I care about myself

 

[Stardew]

Ever since I was a kid, I have felt an overbearing need for approval from anyone i deem important in my life.
This used to be my parents, but over time it became other people such as "friends" etc.

I never feel comfortable in my own skin, I feel tired and unhappy constantly, any form of happiness I have ever had in my life is short lived and never extended. There is only about one good thing in my life, even though others may feel that I am blessed in many ways.

I also wonder why people talk to me , yet I never want to make anyone worried or have anyone thinking about me longer than is needed so i never voice my concern.

Most days, I hate waking up, and the time before I sleep is probably the closest to happiest I feel during my day.

I dont care if im being ungrateful or whatever, this is just my honest truth

I also dont think its worth it to try to change this at all

I know there is probably a chemical reason for why I feel this way.

how old are you?

 

[The Grinch]

I dont care about people,I care about myself

What a pathetic retard, your iq can’t be higher than 70

 

[androda]

What a pathetic retard, your iq can’t be higher than 70

im a pathetic retard for having the evolutionary instinct to value the life of myself over the life of some random person

 

[androda]

how old are you?

17

 

[The Grinch]

im a pathetic retard for having the evolutionary instinct to value the life of myself over the life of some random person

No you don’t have to care about other peoples life, you‘re a retard for not understand that i used other peoples lifes as an example, not because i think you should care about them. R E T A R D

 

[Stardew]

17

do you have anything going on with your life or are you just rotting all day? Not to judge, im just curious

 

[androda]

do you have anything going on with your life or are you just rotting all day? Not to judge, im just curious

i have shit going on yea

 

[Stardew]

i have shit going on yea

like do stuff keep you busy? Or do you have alot of free time?

 

[androda]

like do stuff keep you busy? Or do you have alot of free time?

bit of both depending on the day, currently im studying a lot so i stay home quite a bit