
darkness97
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all of my life i wanted to university and move away. now that i left i don't think i have ever hated life more. im still a little hung up on my "ex", unable to focus on anything or any girl for that matter. i even had to drop out of school because i had no friends or motivation.
i still fuck around with other girls but i secretly wish it was her i was fucking around with.
all i do is work and wander the streets contemplating my actions and the situation. i am waiting for myself to get over it and it has been around 10 months. this girl is insanely beautiful and kind. i hope that i can get over her, but i don't know if it is normal or even if want to.
breaking up with someone is literally like that person dying to you. they are no longer the same person to you and treat you 'normally'. you are pretty much just awkward strangers.
i am studying and trying to work on myself a bit. but what is the point if at the end of it all she may choose some random fucking guy? i feel like there is a genuine misery to adulthood generally. you don't get what you want, and everyone is an asshole.
i still fuck around with other girls but i secretly wish it was her i was fucking around with.
all i do is work and wander the streets contemplating my actions and the situation. i am waiting for myself to get over it and it has been around 10 months. this girl is insanely beautiful and kind. i hope that i can get over her, but i don't know if it is normal or even if want to.
breaking up with someone is literally like that person dying to you. they are no longer the same person to you and treat you 'normally'. you are pretty much just awkward strangers.
i am studying and trying to work on myself a bit. but what is the point if at the end of it all she may choose some random fucking guy? i feel like there is a genuine misery to adulthood generally. you don't get what you want, and everyone is an asshole.
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