I hate myself so so much how non nt i was in highschool

[TsarTsar444]

I could never cope with this, there were this beautiful girl i was attracted to, and she would approach and talk with me too but i was always sleep deprived from my stupid adhd so i always avoided social interactions from it, and would came out semi awkward. Ive become much better and chill since then, but its too late and i can never get that beautiful girl back, she had noeth atlantid pheno and was a complete virgin and semi religious. I have a burning pain in my chest now. I still think about her, legit can't cope tbh, no other girl could make this pain go away

 

[AlwaysHaveQuestions]

wow you have a shit life. get use to it

 

[Deleted member 14138]

I could never cope with this, there were this beautiful girl i was attracted to, and she would approach and talk with me too but i was always sleep deprived from my stupid adhd so i always avoided social interactions from it, and would came out semi awkward. Ive become much better and chill since then, but its too late and i can never get that beautiful girl back, she had noeth atlantid pheno and was a complete virgin and semi religious. I have a burning pain in my chest now. I still think about her, legit can't cope tbh, no other girl could make this pain go away

In high school I used to be very non NT. But nowadays im basically the opposite. Yet I have less female validation at the same time.

 

[Deleted member 6403]

It's ok