TheVoidInside
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I hate the fact that my parents think im happy because im successful. they think im happy because i have done lots of stuff.
the only reason i did this shit is because i didnt have the strength to follow my old crush and moneymaxx with her.
i was WEAK and the fact that im simping for some shallow whore that never gave two shits for me proves that i still am.
i am beating the air for 5 years, FIVE fucking years of suffering because i lacked maturity at a critical moment in 2020.
I didnt even put up a fight with her. She paid for the first date and i didnt even bother trying to pay for the second one. I didnt even bother making a move on her.
It was very hard at the time to swallow my ego and understand that im NOT CHAD and that its not gonna be easy for me.
I would have suffered with her at first, but i would be happy in the long run. she left the city 1 year after i met her and im certain that if she had found a guy she could rely on, she wouldnt have gone back to her hometown. Sadly, i couldnt be that.
She was the last girl i met that was my age and i kinda died after her. I feel like a ghost ever since. And the fact that i never took up smoking like she didnt after all this time proves that deep inside i was never rly over it.
the only reason i did this shit is because i didnt have the strength to follow my old crush and moneymaxx with her.
i was WEAK and the fact that im simping for some shallow whore that never gave two shits for me proves that i still am.
i am beating the air for 5 years, FIVE fucking years of suffering because i lacked maturity at a critical moment in 2020.
I didnt even put up a fight with her. She paid for the first date and i didnt even bother trying to pay for the second one. I didnt even bother making a move on her.
It was very hard at the time to swallow my ego and understand that im NOT CHAD and that its not gonna be easy for me.
I would have suffered with her at first, but i would be happy in the long run. she left the city 1 year after i met her and im certain that if she had found a guy she could rely on, she wouldnt have gone back to her hometown. Sadly, i couldnt be that.
She was the last girl i met that was my age and i kinda died after her. I feel like a ghost ever since. And the fact that i never took up smoking like she didnt after all this time proves that deep inside i was never rly over it.
