I hate myself

[Deleted member 128803]

I hate the fact that my parents think im happy because im successful. they think im happy because i have done lots of stuff.

the only reason i did this shit is because i didnt have the strength to follow my old crush and moneymaxx with her.

i was WEAK and the fact that im simping for some shallow whore that never gave two shits for me proves that i still am.

i am beating the air for 5 years, FIVE fucking years of suffering because i lacked maturity at a critical moment in 2020.

I didnt even put up a fight with her. She paid for the first date and i didnt even bother trying to pay for the second one. I didnt even bother making a move on her.

It was very hard at the time to swallow my ego and understand that im NOT CHAD and that its not gonna be easy for me.

I would have suffered with her at first, but i would be happy in the long run. she left the city 1 year after i met her and im certain that if she had found a guy she could rely on, she wouldnt have gone back to her hometown. Sadly, i couldnt be that.

She was the last girl i met that was my age and i kinda died after her. I feel like a ghost ever since. And the fact that i never took up smoking like she didnt after all this time proves that deep inside i was never rly over it.

 

[Primalsplit]

I guess we have that in common. I hate you too.

 

[Deleted member 128803]

I guess we have that in common. I hate you too.

wish you spoke to me in 2020 but then again, i REFUSED to ask for any advice or post about her here because i thought i knew better.

 

[myfaceremainsdull]

Delete your account again lol fag

 

[PSL DEMON]

I hate the fact that my parents think im happy because im successful. they think im happy because i have done lots of stuff.

the only reason i did this shit is because i didnt have the strength to follow my old crush and moneymaxx with her.

i was WEAK and the fact that im simping for some shallow whore that never gave two shits for me proves that i still am.

i am beating the air for 5 years, FIVE fucking years of suffering because i lacked maturity at a critical moment in 2020.

I didnt even put up a fight with her. She paid for the first date and i didnt even bother trying to pay for the second one. I didnt even bother making a move on her.

It was very hard at the time to swallow my ego and understand that im NOT CHAD and that its not gonna be easy for me.

I would have suffered with her at first, but i would be happy in the long run. she left the city 1 year after i met her and im certain that if she had found a guy she could rely on, she wouldnt have gone back to her hometown. Sadly, i couldnt be that.

She was the last girl i met that was my age and i kinda died after her. I feel like a ghost ever since. And the fact that i never took up smoking like she didnt after all this time proves that deep inside i was never rly over it.

Bro listen to me I’ve been there the only thing to do now is to 1. Go to wing stop My Indian gf broke up with me cuz she found out I fraud my ass width like zeta.. FUCK I JUST WISH I HAD LIL DURKS HOG ASS FUCKING ROPEFUEL! MY LAST HOPE IS VOODO MAYBE I CAN MAKE MY ASS WIDER THROUGH THAT IDK PLZ HELLP

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

I hate everything

 

[kazama]

I hate the fact that my parents think im happy because im successful. they think im happy because i have done lots of stuff.

the only reason i did this shit is because i didnt have the strength to follow my old crush and moneymaxx with her.

i was WEAK and the fact that im simping for some shallow whore that never gave two shits for me proves that i still am.

i am beating the air for 5 years, FIVE fucking years of suffering because i lacked maturity at a critical moment in 2020.

I didnt even put up a fight with her. She paid for the first date and i didnt even bother trying to pay for the second one. I didnt even bother making a move on her.

It was very hard at the time to swallow my ego and understand that im NOT CHAD and that its not gonna be easy for me.

I would have suffered with her at first, but i would be happy in the long run. she left the city 1 year after i met her and im certain that if she had found a guy she could rely on, she wouldnt have gone back to her hometown. Sadly, i couldnt be that.

She was the last girl i met that was my age and i kinda died after her. I feel like a ghost ever since. And the fact that i never took up smoking like she didnt after all this time proves that deep inside i was never rly over it.

I hate the fact that I wasnt selected to reproduce