I hate myself

[el autistico]

I'm never enough

 

[KindestMaxxerr]

I understand the feeling, I can help. Wanna talk

 

[el autistico]

I understand the feeling brother, I can help. Wanna talk

Why not, got nothing to lose

 

[KindestMaxxerr]

Just read your thread. I''m sorry girls have hurt you in the past. I've felt the exact exact exact same way too. The truth is that some people are truly heartless. They lie, cheat manipulate and don't even think once about it. You seem like a great guy who is dedicated but most importantly, you seem like you have a good heart. I know lots of people who have gone through the same experience and instead of taking the pain and using it to mold into a better person, they become hateful and spread malice. I want you to work on yourself in a safe way, I understand the pain but its not worth it to hurt yourself. Take the steroids, spend time in the gym, work on your appearance, read some books and become educated, take a hike in nature and gaze at the stars. You have a good heart and you cannot just let some cruel people destroy that. I believe in you so much and I am your friend I truly care for you

 

[kababcel]

Me too.....me too

 

[el autistico]

Just read your thread. I''m sorry girls have hurt you in the past. I've felt the exact exact exact same way too. The truth is that some people are truly heartless. They lie, cheat manipulate and don't even think once about it. You seem like a great guy who is dedicated but most importantly, you seem like you have a good heart. I know lots of people who have gone through the same experience and instead of taking the pain and using it to mold into a better person, they become hateful and spread malice. I want you to work on yourself in a safe way, I understand the pain but its not worth it to hurt yourself. Take the steroids, spend time in the gym, work on your appearance, read some books and become educated, take a hike in nature and gaze at the stars. You have a good heart and you cannot just let some cruel people destroy that. I believe in you so much and I am your friend I truly care for you

I can't believe someone actually read all that. But I don't really know what else to do, I'm going to college in two months, actually am educated. I've already been in the gym for 4 years, and have a decent physique. People just don't like me for some reason and I'm tired of trying. I'm taking all that gear just to kms, I know that it's selfish but can't do it anymore. You are a good person for trying to help, those are some kind words but at this point don't mean much. If there is anything I can do for you just say

 

[TrueAfghan]

Don't

 

[Mubz_xnp]

I can't believe someone actually read all that. But I don't really know what else to do, I'm going to college in two months, actually am educated. I've already been in the gym for 4 years, and have a decent physique. People just don't like me for some reason and I'm tired of trying. I'm taking all that gear just to kms, I know that it's selfish but can't do it anymore. You are a good person for trying to help, those are some kind words but at this point don't mean much. If there is anything I can do for you just say

Bro, what don’t kill yourself just because times are hard right now there’s always light at the end of the tunnel. Keep fighting.

 

[fcknitalian]

I'm never enough

If you keep talking like that, that's all you're programming your brain to expect for the rest of your life

 

[Rodreusr]

Dont kys, is not worthy, it may look like it's the end but every day is a little easier

 

[el autistico]

Bro, what don’t kill yourself just because times are hard right now there’s always light at the end of the tunnel. Keep fighting.

I mean it won't kill me instantly, I saw people who have been on much more gear for a longer time, just don't know what else to do

 

[MySnakeSolid]

I'm never enough

i self loathe all the time whenever i dont have to put a filter when im with my friends, but i never get any suicidal thoughts and if i do, its literally only temporary rather than thinking about it daily

 

[el autistico]

If you keep talking like that, that's all you're programming your brain to expect for the rest of your life

That's just what everybody showed me so far

 

[fcknitalian]

That's just what everybody showed me so far

don't base your value off of others goals for you. Set your own goals and accomplish them, that's what matters

 

[qsvrok17]

I'm never enough

stop whining nigga we get it