I fucking hate it so fucking much the only thing it helps with is being smart but beyond that your social skills are fucked you have no understanding of social cues and you have to basically learn socializing from scratch while everyone else is born with it, I fucking hate this so much why am I fucking like this what is the fucking point of looking approachable when the moment you open your fucking mouth they see right through your nt mask, real friendships are next to fucking non exesistent because everything you do isnt you its just a bunch of fucking learned trial and errors of looking more nt, literally the only around this is to be a 6 5 Chad but that diesnt even fucking exsist, there is no fix for nuerodivergence its just fucking pain and suffering in your own existential thoughts. I fucking hate people too there all a bunch of no feeling fucking rats that try to take advantage of you the moment they see way in to take from you.