rj_0616
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I feel so out of place in school in comparison to the other kids that laugh and socialize with their friends in class. Im an NPC, all i do is show up and half-ass all of my schoolwork and get B's and C's. I miss my old school and my old friends where i was the first choice. It feels like a humiliation ritual when people i vaguely talk to in my classes see me alone sitting on a bench at lunch instead of at a table with other kids.
Im not even an antisocial person or anything, im good at making friends when im out in public. Matter of fact, i make more friends just out in public spaces than i do at school. It's so much easier to approach people outside than in a classroom for me, i have no idea why. Maybe because i think lowly of myself in school and have zero self esteem, while in public its very easy for me to not care what people think of me.
Im not even an antisocial person or anything, im good at making friends when im out in public. Matter of fact, i make more friends just out in public spaces than i do at school. It's so much easier to approach people outside than in a classroom for me, i have no idea why. Maybe because i think lowly of myself in school and have zero self esteem, while in public its very easy for me to not care what people think of me.