I hate successful people, while also not wanting to socialize with unsuccessful people.

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And I put every human in one of both classes (with the massive majority into the -unsuccessful people-).

I can't vibe with either group and always feel out of place.

Example:
Like having a lot of ugly friends who want to play videogames n shit, act goofy in public and feeling like I am above that. So I avoid them.

But when having attractive friends who slay, have wide social-circles, etc. I feel mogged, inferior and victimized since I've never been able to have what they have. So I avoid them.


I can't win this way. My mentality doesn't allow for victory, only for total social isolation.

Brutal conclusion.

 

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I know it's only a mental issue as I mog many of these 'attractive friends who slay' in every way possible but I self-sabotage due to mental illness leading to inferior results compared to them.

Many of them are pussies who can't even cold-approach women in night-life. Unlike me.
They rely on 'be attractive and get ioi/approached' method which is one of privileged lowT pussies.