HundredManSlayer
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most dumbass holiday imo. just eating 4000 calories and going into a diabetic coma watching other people pass around a ball.
i literally dont wanna do shit now because its genuinely so ropefuel being around family. i didnt wanna interact with anyone or talk to anyone this year so i just stayed in my room for the most part and didnt eat any of the slop that was served since im trying to get shredded. i dont wanna fucking talk to anyone about how school's going, or if i have a girlfriend yet, or about my job. its a reminder of how shitty my genetics are.
anyways the part that made me wanna off myself was that my 9 year old cousin said "your small for a 17 year old". this kid genuinely roasts the fuck out of me everytime i see her, last time she said i was as pale as a ghost. and my other cousin who is 12 years old is catching up to my height which makes me wanna jump off a building.
tldr; thanksgiving is the worst holiday ever, i had a pretty shit time, and even in my own home im reminded of how subhuman i am.
i literally dont wanna do shit now because its genuinely so ropefuel being around family. i didnt wanna interact with anyone or talk to anyone this year so i just stayed in my room for the most part and didnt eat any of the slop that was served since im trying to get shredded. i dont wanna fucking talk to anyone about how school's going, or if i have a girlfriend yet, or about my job. its a reminder of how shitty my genetics are.
anyways the part that made me wanna off myself was that my 9 year old cousin said "your small for a 17 year old". this kid genuinely roasts the fuck out of me everytime i see her, last time she said i was as pale as a ghost. and my other cousin who is 12 years old is catching up to my height which makes me wanna jump off a building.
tldr; thanksgiving is the worst holiday ever, i had a pretty shit time, and even in my own home im reminded of how subhuman i am.