I hate the way I think

[roidar]

I fucking hate the way I think, in the school hallways especially I think people are judging me, I literally dont look at anyone cause I think they might think that im staring at them, I dont know how others can walk around so calm, its especially awkward when ur in a empty hallway and someone is walking towards you from the other side, I try not to look at them but also try to make myself seem calm and neutral instead of looking like a shy faggot who cant stand to look at someone. I also just hate seeing the "popular" kids in the hallway it always pisses me off, I feel envious and angry towards the ones who are taller and better looking than me while I feel superior and angry towards the ugly and shorter popular kids

 

[roidar]

maybe im just antisocial or a resentful person