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Girl I met online wanted to hang out with me tonight, didn't respond to my messages. Again sitting here alone in my dark room with thoughts full of anger and sadness.
I have no friends that are actually social and do stuff, I only became good looking at 20, when I have finished high school for a long time and the university was closed(it is still), meaning I know exactly 0 women right now that I can meet
That feeling when you think about others meeting women and having fun, the anger and frustration- but ultimately one has to improve to achieve the goals.
Fuck it, I'm going to a bar now on my own and talk to girls. I'm above average facewise but I have probably some BDD which makes me high inhib "what if she notices my higher than ideal gonial angle, what if she notices my non hunter eyes, what if she only wants a cromagnon gigabigskullboned guy".
I have no friends that are actually social and do stuff, I only became good looking at 20, when I have finished high school for a long time and the university was closed(it is still), meaning I know exactly 0 women right now that I can meet
That feeling when you think about others meeting women and having fun, the anger and frustration- but ultimately one has to improve to achieve the goals.
Fuck it, I'm going to a bar now on my own and talk to girls. I'm above average facewise but I have probably some BDD which makes me high inhib "what if she notices my higher than ideal gonial angle, what if she notices my non hunter eyes, what if she only wants a cromagnon gigabigskullboned guy".