I HATE THIS WORLD SO MUCH AND I WILL GET AWAY FROM IT

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Laying in my bed nervously, tomorrow i am going to meet someone for the first time. I do not know what his name is, how he looks, how he talks or how he smells.

All i know is that he sells dnp. I want that from him, i want it so i can consume it and loose fat. It can lead to the most severe side effect: death.

So why do i make myself purchase and consume such drugs, in order to loose fat. Well first i thought it was to increase my looks, but i dont care how i look. I do this for others, for them to accept me, and enjoy my presence. I want to be liked, liked like i have never been before. Liked in unity among all i come across. Its all for some wierd dream of being loved by another, in a world where we are told looks dont matter, but they matter more now than ever.

I hate this world so much

I want to find someone to love me like I want to be loved
Someone i can love like I want to love

Laying in the forests
By a river or a lake

Naked in the sun
Hand in hand

Telling each other our favorite stories
Watching the stars fly above us

One day i will get away from this world
One day i will be content​

 

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