I hate when my mother makes me go outside

[miserycel]

Being high inhib is genuinely so fucking brutal, I hate leaving the house and going outside I just feel like a fucking imposter

She lacks any kind of autonomy and always pleads me to go out and get things because she’s too lazy to do it herself

Obviously being ND and high inhib it’s my worst nightmare and then she fucking guilt trips me over a 5 minute task as if she’s physically impaired to do it herself.

It’s brutal being so blatantly ND and having a mother who doesn’t give a fuck and puts you in the worst situations because muh autism = liking planes and not extreme social ineptness

 

[miserycel]

Niggas gotta stop dnring me

 

[marcogazz]

Maybe stop being a little bitch for once

 

[6’7whitechad]

 

[miserycel]

Maybe stop being a little bitch for once

You NT grey’s gotta get the fuck off my posts

 

[miserycel]

Fakecels will complain about the internal and external pain sub-5’s face and then make fun of said sub-5’s

You are no better than the rest

 

[Bbkroly]

I'm ND and high inhib and genuinely regret having your mentality when I was younger, just go fucking outside stop being a bitch

 

[marcogazz]

Not even NT, you need spine

 

[miserycel]

I'm ND and high inhib and genuinely regret having your mentality when I was younger, just go fucking outside stop being a bitch

If you truly were what you say you were then you’d know it isn’t a choice, you think I wanna be this mentally compromised?

 

[6’7whitechad]

Fakecels will complain about the internal and external pain sub-5’s face and then make fun of said sub-5’s

You are no better than the rest

I’m joking bro

 

[MagicX]

Being high inhib is genuinely so fucking brutal, I hate leaving the house and going outside I just feel like a fucking imposter

She lacks any kind of autonomy and always pleads me to go out and get things because she’s too lazy to do it herself

Obviously being ND and high inhib it’s my worst nightmare and then she fucking guilt trips me over a 5 minute task as if she’s physically impaired to do it herself.

It’s brutal being so blatantly ND and having a mother who doesn’t give a fuck and puts you in the worst situations because muh autism = liking planes and not extreme social ineptness

Shut up and do what mommy says

 

[miserycel]

I’m joking bro

IRL social outcasting is bad enough don’t kick me on here too

 

[DrRodger]

Fuck that bitch

 

[Bbkroly]

If you truly were what you say you were then you’d know it isn’t a choice, you think I wanna be this mentally compromised?

Dude I can relate to you so much, I spent most of my teens being like you, just go outside do these things trust me you will regret it, it's hard at the beginning then you just adapt to it

 

[miserycel]

Fuck that bitch

It’s always something that is in her service too

I think it’s in female nature to manipulate anything they can to bend to their will, growing up around toxic femininity taught me this early on

 

[miserycel]

Dude I can relate to you so much, I spent most of my teens being like you, just go outside do these things trust me you will regret it, it's hard at the beginning then you just adapt to it

It’s hard because I’m a high inhibited perfectionist.

Not only am I extremely socially impaired, but I also reject myself the basic social interactions unless I look good enough. Which is unrealistic and self-destructive but at the end of the day it is my nature

I’ve made a post on here before about how I spent half a year living as a hikikomori

 

[Bbkroly]

It’s hard because I’m a high inhibited perfectionist.

Not only am I extremely socially impaired, but I also reject myself the basic social interactions unless I look good enough. Which is unrealistic and self-destructive but at the end of the day it is my nature

I’ve made a post on here before about how I spent half a year living as a hikikomori

I can understand you but you have to start changing , I had a different issue, I was so insecure about my posture and my appearance that I didn't even want to go outside, and that happened at an early age too because I'm ND, spent like half a year not even going outside only going to school, then shit happened in my life lost people I cared about and just knew I had to change, I couldn't even speak to a cashier before because of how much I hated myself but now I just don't give a fuck and that's the mentality you should have, that's the only thing that I truly regret about my life, obviously there are some things you can't really change, I'm still a lazy fuck and I will never be low inhibition but still just try to change otherwise you will hate yourself growing up

 

[miserycel]

I can understand you but you have to start changing , I had a different issue, I was so insecure about my posture and my appearance that I didn't even want to go outside, and that happened at an early age too because I'm ND, spent like half a year not even going outside only going to school, then shit happened in my life lost people I cared about and just knew I had to change, I couldn't even speak to a cashier before because of how much I hated myself but now I just don't give a fuck and that's the mentality you should have, that's the only thing that I truly regret about my life, obviously there are some things you can't really change, I'm still a lazy fuck and I will never be low inhibition but still just try to change otherwise you will hate yourself growing up

I already do hate myself and I’m 20 next year, already wasted all my teens

I do understand that nothing changes if nothing changes, it’s just ‘fake it till you make it’ is much much easier to say than do

 

[Bbkroly]

I already do hate myself and I’m 20 next year, already wasted all my teens

I do understand that nothing changes if nothing changes, it’s just ‘fake it till you make it’ is much much easier to say than do

Same man I'm also 20 next year, it's just such a depressing feeling knowing you wasted your teens because of something you had no control over, I still hate myself but my life genuinely has improved so much people actually treat me now with some form of respect, before I was just invisible
Just try doing something to better yourself every day even if it's something small

 

[Gaythugmax]

i don't get why some parents force their kids to go outside it's not like you can just walk up to someone and ask them to hangout unless you're in elementary school

 

[miserycel]

Same man I'm also 20 next year, it's just such a depressing feeling knowing you wasted your teens because of something you had no control over, I still hate myself but my life genuinely has improved so much people actually treat me now with some form of respect, before I was just invisible
Just try doing something to better yourself every day even if it's something small

Hopefully it gets better for the both of us

I think just ascending + exposure therapy would help a ton. I just pray that my future years are something to actually look forward to