
blackpilledbeliever
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I used to be mid LTN and ever since I’ve ascended (Mid-high MTN) I’ve received way more attention from girls than ever before and it makes me feel genuine hatred for them. So many girls now will flirt with me and have crushes on me and show interest and it makes me sick. My personality and how I treat others isn’t any different than it was all throughout my other high school years, yet just because I look better, girls finally like me. It is truly heartbreaking knowing that no connection is actually real and no matter how hard you ascend any bond you create with a girl will be for superficial reasons. I hate female nature and I resent myself knowing that I think like them now (only going for the top 20%). Fortunately there is some consolation for me knowing that in years prior there’s been numerous girls I’ve liked and wanted to be with who were LTB and I wasn’t attracted to, so I have some comfort knowing that I cared about personality most before bp has plagued my mind. Idk what to do anymore because I genuinely resent practically every woman ik, including the girls I talk to/date.