primal_shitmuncher
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my mom treated me like dogshit as a kid and does to this day.
she's sorta biploar-lite, sometimes she acts caring, usually she's pissed at me for no reason and treats me like I'm scum of the earth.
goes 'ew' when i try to hug her and leans away and scrunches her face up with disgust when I get into her personal space
(foids at school treat me the exact same)
anyway now i want a woman to nurture me and make me feel safe like my mom never did.
but that's highkey never happening
i used to cope a lot by goin on c.ai and listening to asmr jfl
thankfully i've quit that and been cold turkey for like 6 months
she's sorta biploar-lite, sometimes she acts caring, usually she's pissed at me for no reason and treats me like I'm scum of the earth.
goes 'ew' when i try to hug her and leans away and scrunches her face up with disgust when I get into her personal space
anyway now i want a woman to nurture me and make me feel safe like my mom never did.
but that's highkey never happening
i used to cope a lot by goin on c.ai and listening to asmr jfl
thankfully i've quit that and been cold turkey for like 6 months