I have a really poor self esteem

[Deleted member 19442]

Sure I guess I fail at a lot of things but all I do is insult myself everyday and it's caused my mental health to be real poor. But the thing isBut I don't even get real help, do anything that will benefit me or just try consistently. Say i'm unathletic, but I'm 20 and have yet to stick to a qorkout regimen for a year straight nor have I trained at a single sport. Or I'm socially awkward but I don't practise regularly nor do I fix the main cause of my awkwardness which is having nothing to talk about or nothing in common. I don't even do something as basic as consume normie media. Heck even something when I try something like programming I'll stonewall at a problem and delay looking for solutions online. Say I want to learn data eng/science but I need to figure out what to learn and projects to do. This summer I was researching but didn't start a single project. Then I doomscrolled seeing how the job market is fucked then immediately conceded. All I do is sleep tbh.

Most of the time I'm low energy rotter. If I was healthier I could try more and improve gradually.

 

[BrendioEEE]

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[wsada]

 

[Sasuke177]

You're 6'2 too though and relatively young. Plenty of opportunities for you too grasp if you so desire, just gotta delete your account or go into the military. The military is a guaranteed way to pick up some good habits that will stick for life, and can legitimately change rotters for the better

 

[socialcel]

can’t relate, my ego is through the roof

 

[Bojack]

You just got got to take it day by day man

 

[mayo mogger]

Sure I guess I fail at a lot of things but all I do is insult myself everyday and it's caused my mental health to be real poor. But the thing isBut I don't even get real help, do anything that will benefit me or just try consistently. Say i'm unathletic, but I'm 20 and have yet to stick to a qorkout regimen for a year straight nor have I trained at a single sport. Or I'm socially awkward but I don't practise regularly nor do I fix the main cause of my awkwardness which is having nothing to talk about or nothing in common. I don't even do something as basic as consume normie media. Heck even something when I try something like programming I'll stonewall at a problem and delay looking for solutions online. Say I want to learn data eng/science but I need to figure out what to learn and projects to do. This summer I was researching but didn't start a single project. Then I doomscrolled seeing how the job market is fucked then immediately conceded. All I do is sleep tbh.

Most of the time I'm low energy rotter. If I was healthier I could try more and improve gradually.

op has a recessed chin

 

[Nick.Harte]

I have none. Be grateful that you have at least a little bit left

 

[try2beme]

I accepted Low self esteem is my biggest failo

Its legit more severe than my ugliness, genuine mental illness

 

[Deleted member 19442]

I have none. Be grateful that you have at least a little bit left

I have negative self esteem

I accepted Low self esteem is my biggest failo

Its legit more severe than my ugliness, genuine mental illness

legit

 

[Wallenberg]

Life gets better

 

[Primalsplit]

Lol. Fucking attention whore.