I have accepted it's over; what now?

[ltnsincebirth]

I'm 18 and go to community college in a small town. Live in a Christian household that's strict on me going out to social settings, I thought I was being smart by saving money but honestly I feel like I'm socially stunting myself for any likelihood of getting meaningful human connection. One of the biggest motivations for me in life was to become a father, in my teen years I didn't really have issues dating women. It was as easy as just going on Instagram, finding a few locals and posting something on my story. Nothing works now, everyone's out and about doing their own thing and I'm just stuck. It's over, I need some lifefuel so what's next?

 

[BeanCelll]

You're gonna have to leave your household asap

 

[Dydargas_]

I'm 18 and go to community college in a small town. Live in a Christian household that's strict on me going out to social settings, I thought I was being smart by saving money but honestly I feel like I'm socially stunting myself for any likelihood of getting meaningful human connection. One of the biggest motivations for me in life was to become a father, in my teen years I didn't really have issues dating women. It was as easy as just going on Instagram, finding a few locals and posting something on my story. Nothing works now, everyone's out and about doing their own thing and I'm just stuck. It's over, I need some lifefuel so what's next?

become a gymcel

 

[mateus17]

I'm 18 and go to community college in a small town. Live in a Christian household that's strict on me going out to social settings, I thought I was being smart by saving money but honestly I feel like I'm socially stunting myself for any likelihood of getting meaningful human connection. One of the biggest motivations for me in life was to become a father, in my teen years I didn't really have issues dating women. It was as easy as just going on Instagram, finding a few locals and posting something on my story. Nothing works now, everyone's out and about doing their own thing and I'm just stuck. It's over, I need some lifefuel so what's next?

Welcome to the club.
Find some healthy and enjoyable copes/hobbies and make some money wether your alr studying in school or working some kind of career already, just know that you will need money even if you think it’s “cope” especially if your not upper class.
As for women advice I can’t really say much I gave up on dating and I’m 20 because it’s never been more over and I’m not even extremely deformed I just live in a really hard lobby too compete with decent looking foids.