I have an insanely huge fear of getting in trouble

[Deleted member 64428]

This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart

 

[Alucard69]

Mental illness of some kind probably. My friend has something similar lol

 

[gribsufer1]

This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart

Just watch prison break and copy the Chad main character who is always calm when in trouble

 

[Dominicoon]

High inhib, us ethnics don’t care about the consequences of anything.

 

[Charisma]

abused dog syndrome

 

[Deleted member 64428]

Mental illness of some kind probably.

Im already taking medication for what im diagnosed, it isnt helping this atleast

Just making it worse

 

[ChadL1te]

High Inhib is fuck, you need to lower that shit

 

[laaltin]

High inhib combined with coming of age. It’s normal, will subside as you gain wider exposure and life experiences with age.

 

[laaltin]

High inhib, us ethnics don’t care about the consequences of anything.

Speak for yourself mate

 

[laaltin]

High Inhib is fuck, you need to lower that shit

He’s a kid, everything is new and scary

 

[Gonthar]

 

[Deleted member 64428]

everything is new and scary

Before 7th grade no one did anything other than drink alcohol, other than that we were dumb little boys who wore pieruverkkareita and played football every day

Then at 7-8th grade a bad case of syrjäytyminen hit me and I didn't Experience anything age appropriate, other than sex

Now im at 9th soon going to lukio and inside me is still that young kid who wants to wear Adidas and play football instead of going to parties and doing drugs

So basically Now that im actually getting to be with people my age everything is new, I hadn't been outside with my friends after 6pm for 4 years Before this fall

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

paranoia personality disorder it seems like... I have a lot of paranoia too but not at this level

 

[laaltin]

Before 7th grade no one did anything other than drink alcohol, other than that we were dumb little boys who wore pieruverkkareita and played football every day

Then at 7-8th grade a bad case of syrjäytyminen hit me and I didn't Experience anything age appropriate, other than sex

Now im at 9th soon going to lukio and inside me is still that young kid who wants to wear Adidas and play football instead of going to parties and doing drugs

So basically Now that im actually getting to be with people my age everything is new, I hadn't been outside with my friends after 6pm for 4 years Before this fall

Just dive in, you’ll learn as you go. No guy comes out of the womb with his shit figured out.

 

[n9wiff]

Yeah same

Worst aspect for me is stuff like fuel range for cars, keeping track of my phone charge, how much money I bring when I eat out etc.

I tend to make sure I have what I need tenfold in a sense.

 

[Deleted member 64428]

Yeah same

Worst aspect for me is stuff like fuel range for cars, keeping track of my phone charge, how much money I bring when I eat out etc.

I tend to make sure I have what I need tenfold in a sense.

Exactly this, having to make sure that you always have everything and nothing is going to bring me trouble

I always bring money to school too just in case I have to go somewhere after it, because of this ive got 70€ stolen from my wallet In school but atleast im sure I wont get in any trouble

 

[Klasik616]

This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart

You're such a failure

 

[Deleted member 64428]

paranoia personality disorder it seems like... I have a lot of paranoia too but not at this level

Not going to self diagnose but I'll bring this up with my psychotherapist and see what she has to say.

It would be such a relief knowing that there's actually something behind it

 

[Deleted member 64428]

You're such a failure

And youre such a rememberable user that I'll definitely still remember the moment I close .org who you are

 

[Underdog9494]

Rookie paranoia

 

[Deleted member 64428]

Rookie paranoia

Wait holy shit I just realised something

Youre actually younger than me

For the first time In my internet history someone in a obscure anything (forum, server, website, image board, chatboard)is older than me

What the fuck why am I growing up no

 

[Underdog9494]

Wait holy shit I just realised something

Youre actually younger than me

For the first time In my internet history someone in a obscure anything (forum, server, website, image board, chatboard)is older than me

What the fuck why am I growing up no

How old?

 

[Deleted member 64428]

How old?

Just turned 15 two months ago

 

[Underdog9494]

Just turned 15 two months ago

Ur old nigga

 

[Deleted member 64428]

Ur old nigga

Over, time to rope

Not the youngest cel anymore

 

[Underdog9494]

Over, time to rope

Not the youngest cel anymore

I was 13 when i joined but turned 14 like a week or 2 after

 

[Deleted member 64428]

I was 13 when i joined but turned 14 like a week or 2 after

Still competing for fuoty, mirin

 

[Klasik616]

And youre such a rememberable user that I'll definitely still remember the moment I close .org who you are

Oh thanks I didn't know you were lying from the start, I thought you were scared of getting in trouble for being a manlet and having Ryan Gosling as your idol, who is the ephytome symbol of a friendzoned incel.

 

[Underdog9494]

Still competing for fuoty, mirin

Yeah cuz im smart af

 

[Beanermaxxer]

High inhib, us ethnics don’t care about the consequences of anything.

This, over for high inhib white cucks, they will never understand what it is to be a latinobadboymaxxed low inhib bull

 

[Deleted member 64428]

Oh thanks I didn't know you were lying from the start, I thought you were scared of getting in trouble for being a manlet and having Ryan Gosling as your idol, who is the ephytome symbol of a friendzoned incel.

Brutal

Im still mirin that so ill follow you and now ill actually remember you

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

basically some form of anxiety disorder

 

[Deleted member 64428]

Oh thanks I didn't know you were lying from the start, I thought you were scared of getting in trouble for being a manlet and having Ryan Gosling as your idol, who is the ephytome symbol of a friendzoned incel.

Brutal

Im still mirin that so ill follow you and now ill actually remember you

 

[Deleted member 64428]

basically some form of anxiety disorder

Basically yeah

 

[noodlelover]

This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart

Don't' commit crimes dummy.

 

[Deleted member 64428]

Don't' commit crimes dummy.

But everyones doing it...

Im getting group pressure or whatever its called in english, just means getting pressured because youre in a group to do something you normally wouldnt

 

[Klasik616]

Brutal

Im still mirin that so ill follow you and now ill actually remember you

It's because you're still high inhib so you care about if other users like you or not the same way you care IRL if other people notice you. That's one of the reasons why you want to see a psychoterapist instead of accepting being antisocial.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart

Extreme paranoia is a 22 trait

Send bday

 

[Deleted member 64428]

It's because you're still high inhib so you care about if other users like you or not the same way you care IRL if other people notice you. That's one of the reasons why you want to see a psychiatrist instead of accepting being antisocial.

Fuck why are you getting In my head so well

 

[Deleted member 64428]

Extreme paranoia is a 22 trait

Send bday

2nd november

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

2nd november

2007 would make me correct

Are you born in 2007?

(2 + 11 + 2 + 7 = 22)

 

[Deleted member 64428]

2007 would make me correct

Are you born in 2007?

(2 + 11 + 2 + 7 = 22)

No, 2009

Still that was pretty close

 

[Deleted member 64428]

@Gaygymmaxx if I was you I would've just edited all my posts to say 24 instead of 22

 

[noodlelover]

But everyones doing it...

Im getting group pressure or whatever its called in english, just means getting pressured because youre in a group to do something you normally wouldnt

Remove yourself from the group. Or wind up getting repeatedly ass raped in prison by a fat hairy dude, have a criminal record, struggle to get a job, become homeless and addicted to drugs, and die alone out on the cold street.

But don't say no one warned you.

There are worse things than not getting laid.

 

[Beanermaxxer]

But everyones doing it...

Im getting group pressure or whatever its called in english, just means getting pressured because youre in a group to do something you normally wouldnt

Commit crimes, sell dope to your friends from time to time, meet dangerous people.

Thats the main reason of why im living a good life today, you need life experiences in general, good and bad.

Where i’m from we’re always told “Disfruta lo malo” which means enjoy the bad things. Find a way to take advantage of them.

Your friends like to smoke weed? You don’t need to do it, but you can be the middleman and buy it for them (of course resell it at a higher Prize)

The world is your playground and people are your toys.

Just remember to never betray your bros

 

[PRIEST Sv3rige]

There's no saving you from this curse, no matter how much you wish, no matter how hard you work.

You'll always be an abused dog, your fate is sealed, your whole life will look like this.

Filled with fear you will struggle to go through the hurdles that life poses, and you'll ultimately fail at everything you take on.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

2+9 = 11 =2

11 =2

And February = 2

And final number is 6

...

Unfortunate. 2 is the feminine,

And 6 is the considerate (and nurterer)

Numerically you'd be a good mother.

This results in extreme shyness, feminine behavior in public, getting bullied or keeping quiet and laying low

Insecure,

11 is also autism, deeply autistic and non nt

Robotic demeanor and soft spoken quiet voice

Extreme sympathy to the degree of a disadvantage, feels people are taking advantage of you as well due to the aforementioned paranoia

Believes almost everyone is a bad person, because nobody is as kind as you, you carry the digit of morality so you're left with the false impression there's something wrong with everyone else

When really it's just you who's away from the mean.

Physically feminine, long hair anticipated, flagrant lashes and other feminine leaning physical traits

Potentially prettyboy but not masc.

 

[Deleted member 64428]

There are worse things than not getting laid.

I agree

Fuck i just need some fucking excitment whatever ill just LDAR and become a NEET

 

[Alucard69]

This results in extreme shyness, feminine behavior in public, getting bullied or keeping quiet and laying low

Insecure,

11 is also autism, deeply autistic and non nt

Literally me

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

@Lokki I'd anticipate 5"9 or below