I have an insanely huge fear of getting in trouble

2+9 = 11 =2

11 =2

And February = 2

And final number is 6

...

Unfortunate. 2 is the feminine,

And 6 is the considerate (and nurterer)

Numerically you'd be a good mother.

This results in extreme shyness, feminine behavior in public, getting bullied or keeping quiet and laying low

Insecure,

11 is also autism, deeply autistic and non nt

Robotic demeanor and soft spoken quiet voice

Extreme sympathy to the degree of a disadvantage, feels people are taking advantage of you as well due to the aforementioned paranoia

Believes almost everyone is a bad person, because nobody is as kind as you, you carry the digit of morality so you're left with the false impression there's something wrong with everyone else

When really it's just you who's away from the mean.
Otherwise true but...
Physically feminine, long hair anticipated, flagrant lashes and other feminine leaning physical traits
Im a wrestler and looking like this would be a failo (unless i stick to tecnique like strawweight fighters)

Sorry boyo
 
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Otherwise true but...

Im a wrestler and looking like this would be a failo (unless i stick to tecnique like strawweight fighters)

Sorry boyo
I was rethining that part right after because Hella Bball players are 11s

11 is athletic and you 11 day not 2 day

Good data... this is excellent I think this happened before too

My next 11 will be dicked down :feelsokman:
 
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I agree

Fuck i just need some fucking excitment whatever ill just LDAR and become a NEET
Do legal high adrenaline activities.

Sports, MMA, Judo, Bunji Jumping, Snowboarding, Skateboarding, Off road bicycling, Paint-Ball, Join the Marines if you really want.


Whatever you do, take proper saftey precautions, but a criminal record is worse.
 
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Do legal high adrenaline activities.

Sports, MMA, Judo, Bunji Jumping, Snowboarding, Skateboarding, Off road bicycling, Paint-Ball, Join the Marines if you really want.
I literally do every single one of these except bungee jumping, only because there are not places where you can do it for fairly cheap, ill do it atleast once in my life though

Im joining the army in 3 years too
 
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I literally do every single one of these except bungee jumping, only because there are not places where you can do it for fairly cheap, ill do it atleast once in my life though

Im joining the army in 3 years too
Good to here.

Stay away from drugs. According to pretty much all the phycological literature, your personality is extremely susceptible to drug and alcohol addiction. It could ruin your life, no joke.
 
Veli miten voi olla

Sulla on sama syntymäpäivä ku mulla
Ui juma

Kaks suomiceliä samalla foorumilla ja sama syntymäpäivä
 
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This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart
brutal high inhib
 
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im just a pussy ass nigga who grow up without man figure in his life
 
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yes but i have my reasons
 
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This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart
Ur mentally ill and need to see a psyhiatrist (not trolling). Police rly dont care i've been arrested 3 times and even when they came in my room and saw probs 800gbp of steroids and others drugs they just ignored them and told me I have allot on my plate alrdy. If u get arrested and go to court its no big deal unless u live in Saudia Arabia or u do some disgusting crap like paedophilia.

U have a really serious anxiety problem or maybe something more serious id suggest going to a psychologist and psychiatrist and getting it addressed early rather thn letting it drag for years and limit ur quality of life.
 
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U have a really serious anxiety problem or maybe something more serious id suggest going to a psychologist and psychiatrist and getting it addressed early rather thn letting it drag for years and limit ur quality of life.
Im already taking antipsychotics prescribed by psychotherapist
 
This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart
Low t signs
 
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This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart

King of high inhib, you feel this way because you are looking 50 steps ahead. It's called neuroticism.
 
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did you have overbearing parents?
 
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This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart
Ur probably just low t and high inhib.
 
Mine too. But, also completely inconsistent. Never knew what they were going to fly off the handle about. Plus, there was the illusion of them being "cool" parents because they were hippies who allowed me to do things that other lame parents wouldn't, like swear or whatever. But then they'd get super upset about random shit, and it was always framed as like some extreme moral shortcoming on my part. Not just like "you shouldn't have done this" but like "you're a huge piece of shit because you did this." And I feel like what made it worse was my dad portraying himself as some extremely noble person, who could do no wrong, and also extremely loving, so I couldn't just write him off as an asshole. I feel like it would have been easier if he had just been some asshole drunk piece of shit because then I might have just written him off completely and not cared what he thought.

Anyway, it's so bad that any time I take psychedelics I'm worried that my parents are going to be mad at me for discovering the secrets of the universe. "Uh oh, it turns out everyone is god just pretending to be separate people...and dad is going to be mad about that."
 
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This affects my daily life, texting, even being on this forum

It doesnt matter if im going out to eat with my friends, im scared that my bank card wouldnt work just after ive ate or when im in a bus im scared of some random drunk guy getting mad at me for no reason

I dont hang out with my friends because im so scared of this, I have everything in my phone in a hidden part that you cant even find In my program files without my fingerprint just because im scared that my parents will get mad at something on social media

Now when im getting asked to go out to drink underage I get so scared that im getting into trouble it doesnt matter that its a girl asking it

Am I the only one who is like this or are other people on this forum like this too

@Alucard69 @laaltin @negativetiltedheart
Use baclofen 100mgs before going out and thank me later
 

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