I have become the worst possible human

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As a kid I always used to have a problem with being a pathological liar, I lied for fun even if it didn't benefit me, just because I was bored, but apart from that and a slight case of OCD I was a pretty NT kid, but then I found the blackpill and it changed me forever, irreversible damage to my development, I became infinitely more shallow, unable to emotionally connect with others, viewing life as a game that I had to win, by this point I had realized that everybody on this earth is, in some capacity, a sociopath, I wasn't special but just too autistic to realize that other people were just as capable as me to be an objectively horrible person, after that I was unable to feel any sort of sorrow or empathy for others, becoming almost desensitized to emotional pain of others, not caring whatsoever and not being hesitant to cause sadness to others if it meant that it benefitted myself. But then after swallowing the JBpill it seemed to be the absolute last straw, I was truly a horrible person in every imaginable aspect of life, having to larp my personality so others don't realize how evil I really am. Firstly I valued the JBs I spoke to and waste able to feel some sort of temporary attachment for them, but after a few negative experiences with them, seeing them post on social media being slutty I realized most were no more pure than the average damaged girl, by which point I lost all feeling of association to JBs.

THE PRESENT - as of now I feel like a wandering soul, experiencing life as a spectator, not having any meaningful connection towards anyone, not too sure where my life is headed and don't really care, for now I will continue to date JBs till I find one suitable for LTR then will probably impregnate them which should help with boredom and make my life feel more original, life feels extremely empty almost as if no matter what could possibly happen in life it wouldn't be enough to excite or entertain me, perhaps experimenting with shrooms could help, but too high inhib to try them tbh.

 

[Deleted member 23228]

dnr

 

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dnr

 

[AscensionMan98]

As a kid I always used to have a problem with being a pathological liar, I lied for fun even if it didn't benefit me, just because I was bored, but apart from that and a slight case of OCD I was a pretty NT kid, but then I found the blackpill and it changed me forever, irreversible damage to my development, I became infinitely more shallow, unable to emotionally connect with others, viewing life as a game that I had to win, by this point I had realized that everybody on this earth is, in some capacity, a sociopath, I wasn't special but just too autistic to realize that other people were just as capable as me to be an objectively horrible person, after that I was unable to feel any sort of sorrow or empathy for others, becoming almost desensitized to emotional pain of others, not caring whatsoever and not being hesitant to cause sadness to others if it meant that it benefitted myself. But then after swallowing the JBpill it seemed to be the absolute last straw, I was truly a horrible person in every imaginable aspect of life, having to larp my personality so others don't realize how evil I really am. Firstly I valued the JBs I spoke to and waste able to feel some sort of temporary attachment for them, but after a few negative experiences with them, seeing them post on social media being slutty I realized most were no more pure than the average damaged girl, by which point I lost all feeling of association to JBs.

THE PRESENT - as of now I feel like a wandering soul, experiencing life as a spectator, not having any meaningful connection towards anyone, not too sure where my life is headed and don't really care, for now I will continue to date JBs till I find one suitable for LTR then will probably impregnate them which should help with boredom and make my life feel more original, life feels extremely empty almost as if no matter what could possibly happen in life it wouldn't be enough to excite or entertain me, perhaps experimenting with shrooms could help, but too high inhib to try them tbh.

Its not about their sex count as they can be whores, they just look so much better then old roasties with forehead lines and wearing all that fake up.

But usually their lay counts are far lower as with age lay count will increase exponentially.

 

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Its not about their sex count as they can be whores, they just look so much better then old roasties with forehead lines and wearing all that fake up.

But usually their lay counts are far lower as with age lay count will increase exponentially.

for LTR I can only take virgin JBs seriously, which is good cause most girls 13-14 are virgins anyway

 

[Deleted member 21712]

cheer up, if you don't own any Apple products then there's always millions of people much worse scumm than you are