I have been baptized twice

[OneCopDayKepRopAway]

Once by water, once by myself.
I have been Christian for 98% of my life, but change happened 4 months ago My grandfather died. It felt unreal, almost impossible I have lost person I loved for first time in life.
How dare you take person I love from me and call it fair? To create me, to put me in misery and to Call it chance for forgiveness
I don't get Religioncells, not anymore
Being Looksmaxxer is rejecting Gods given, because you don't deem it enough.

If you worship anything other than yourself, as looksmaxxer you are fakecell, as Religioncell you are still fakecell since you don't understand fundamentals of your religion

I hope once I die I dissapear in nothingness since I don't want to remember this misery, I do love my family and they are everything to me, but sometimes it's just better to forget. I do hope that theyr beliefs are true and they forget me and be happy in heaven but I don't believe in it, not anymore.

Purpose of this thread is that, I see many religioncells that say too much shit so shut up from now

 

[Proex]

sadly all religions are cope

 

[OneCopDayKepRopAway]

sadly all religions are cope

Unfortunately yes Imagine Starving in mid centuries and someone tells you that you are going to heaven for your sacrifice, or to put some faith in some lord in sky instead of your own lord or leader nice tactics bruh