I have chronic depression , I hate my life ( ROPE)

[sllabes]

My life is very shit never touched a women or had any girl like me , ethnic too ( brazilian181cm 16yo ) I have the ugliest face which i hate looking at everyday i wish i could just become mtn and live life in peace without worrying about my jaw and recessed ugly features only a mother could love. I am depressed and no one relates to me except my friend but he's a htn pretty boy with many relationships so he larps just to make me feel better but he is also depressed. Today at school I already had a terrible day at school cuz I had detention, got embarrassed a lot and I was hungry the whole day. In the bus when i sat down , a group of girls began to pretend filming a tiktok of themselves but then began to record me and started to laugh so much. They began laughing so hard where one of them choked and couldn't breath, like I get i'm ugly but it cant be that bad bro. They made so many videos so I couldn't do anything but sit there awkwardly. One of the girls in the group began calling me "black" like i'm not even fucking black nigga like what, and they all started laughing uncontrollably as they clicked post on tiktok. Why do they do this? I am already suicidal and want to kill my self cuz I think about it everyday.

Might rope

 

[TestoMaxxer]

DNR but dont kill yourself nigga

 

[sllabes]

DNR but dont kill yourself nigga

Imma do it bro i can't take my recessed face and my ass life

 

[biryanibunnylover]

My life is very shit never touched a women or had any girl like me , ethnic too ( brazilian181cm 16yo ) I have the ugliest face which i hate looking at everyday i wish i could just become mtn and live life in peace without worrying about my jaw and recessed ugly features only a mother could love. I am depressed and no one relates to me except my friend but he's a htn pretty boy with many relationships so he larps just to make me feel better but he is also depressed. Today at school I already had a terrible day at school cuz I had detention, got embarrassed a lot and I was hungry the whole day. In the bus when i sat down , a group of girls began to pretend filming a tiktok of themselves but then began to record me and started to laugh so much. They began laughing so hard where one of them choked and couldn't breath, like I get i'm ugly but it cant be that bad bro. They made so many videos so I couldn't do anything but sit there awkwardly. One of the girls in the group began calling me "black" like i'm not even fucking black nigga like what, and they all started laughing uncontrollably as they clicked post on tiktok. Why do they do this? I am already suicidal and want to kill my self cuz I think about it everyday.

Might rope

dont do it bro ascend or get rich then treat them how they treated u

 

[Mooglesan]

Get off your phone dude

 

[sllabes]

dont do it bro ascend or get rich then treat them how they treated u

IT is so over tho man my face is unfixable and idc alot about money i mean i do but i hate looking at my self i have to do so many proceduers just to look normal in my eyes

 

[Freestyleofnoone]

Most people are ugly you are a retarded kid who hasn’t grown up or lived life

 

[sllabes]

Most people are ugly you are a retarded kid who hasn’t grown up or lived life

you clearly do not know what its like

 

[Freestyleofnoone]

you clearly do not know what its like, you havent felt it. ALL my friends arent virgins im prob one of the only one who is a virgin and i get mogged everyday

im not denying that it’s a good recipe for feeling pain, im saying how you feel right now is only a reflection of your potential change, if you cannot accept it then you can’t accept change. But if that change is within your current perception then you won’t.

Also you are almost 6 foot at 16, could be way worse.

 

[MROK1231]

My life is very shit never touched a women or had any girl like me , ethnic too ( brazilian181cm 16yo ) I have the ugliest face which i hate looking at everyday i wish i could just become mtn and live life in peace without worrying about my jaw and recessed ugly features only a mother could love. I am depressed and no one relates to me except my friend but he's a htn pretty boy with many relationships so he larps just to make me feel better but he is also depressed. Today at school I already had a terrible day at school cuz I had detention, got embarrassed a lot and I was hungry the whole day. In the bus when i sat down , a group of girls began to pretend filming a tiktok of themselves but then began to record me and started to laugh so much. They began laughing so hard where one of them choked and couldn't breath, like I get i'm ugly but it cant be that bad bro. They made so many videos so I couldn't do anything but sit there awkwardly. One of the girls in the group began calling me "black" like i'm not even fucking black nigga like what, and they all started laughing uncontrollably as they clicked post on tiktok. Why do they do this? I am already suicidal and want to kill my self cuz I think about it everyday.

Might rope

try being 168.5 cm at 16 and ethnic

 

[Gudlifer]

dont do it but if you do just send your money here before, itll be used for the best purposes : )
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[Bipolar2Cel]

What do you look like? Girls usually ignore ugly as fuck guys. Are you sure you are not depressed and coping?