i have come full circle.

[Deleted member 11292]

all my life i've struggled to find a system of ideals to believe in. always looking for an edge to cut myself on, never being able to stay within the Overton window.

• I was obsessed with the aesthetics of fascism as a child, I was actually really high iq then before my brain got melted by marijuana. I would sieg heil and do the nazi salute with my based friends in the playground.

• after a long time i graduated to my tankie phase. i would try to redpill people on capitalism and deny the mass genocides, gulags, and famines.

• then i became a doomer, concluding that politics is uncool and having contempt for politics is.

• now I'm back to fascism, again for the aesthetics but also for the anti-semitism and their theories on race / lookism

you're welcome for looksmaxxing advice

 

[PerfectDream]

I was actually really high iq