I have completely lost touch with everything

[TGUN.]

whenever something big happens it used to be everything I thought about

Now for example, I’m leaving high school. And I genuinely do not care at all

I just watch everything like a movie. I’m so detached it’s like I’m just cozy living in my body watching everything that happens to me and I’m not even controlling me

 

[NoidFiggerJew67]

stops taking your anti depressants bro

 

[TGUN.]

stops taking your anti depressants bro

I’m on nothing bro

I only take ashwaganda which I don’t know if it even does anything

 

[milkshake_addict]

ashwaganda

havent heard that in a long time

 

[LA_vxmpk1NG]

Something similar happened to myself. No highs. No lows. Feels like im watching my life thru a window. Everything is numb & nothing excites me but I'm not depressed or shit. Same 4 u?

 

[NoidFiggerJew67]

I’m on nothing bro

I only take ashwaganda which I don’t know if it even does anything

Ashwaganda i rmb being 14 buddy shit does nothing at all. If you’re on nothing at all then idk mane i feel this way* on sertraline and buspirone

 

[TGUN.]

Something similar happened to myself. No highs. No lows. Feels like im watching my life thru a window. Everything is numb & nothing excites me but I'm not depressed or shit. Same 4 u?

Yeah basicallt 80% the same for me

I was depressed before tho. Was always angry and sad

Now that’s just transformed into nothing. I don’t even care enough anymore to be depressed jfl

 

[TGUN.]

Ashwaganda i rmb being 14 buddy shit does nothing at all.

Yeah most of it is just placebo lol

 

[woodyy]

Yeah basicallt 80% the same for me

I was depressed before tho. Was always angry and sad

Now that’s just transformed into nothing. I don’t even care enough anymore to be depressed jfl

You join date mog me by one day

 

[TGUN.]

You join date mog me by one day

I’m technically December 2nd

My original got rejected

 

[woodyy]

I’m technically December 2nd

My original got rejected

I tried to join late 2024, but I put the corny ass "ascend and forget" line so I was rejected.

 

[TGUN.]

I tried to join late 2024, but I put the corny ass "ascend and forget" line so I was rejected.

@ascendandforget named himself that.

What a faggot jfl

 

[LA_vxmpk1NG]

Yeah basicallt 80% the same for me

I was depressed before tho. Was always angry and sad

Now that’s just transformed into nothing. I don’t even care enough anymore to be depressed jfl

I mean from my personal experience I grew up in a bad environment & I eventually got used to lows & got detached to it yet also couldn't feel highs or excitement & at the time I didn't even realize my environment was bad but kept subconsciously descending until I was around 15 & I mentally woke up, realized my life, tried to fix it & became depressed n shit. Eventually I went back to nothingness & slowly started developing antisocial traits.

From what I know if you have many lows in your life your body numbs itself out and detaches to protect you from stress or negativity to adapt to your environment, which is natural. If you're depressed for too long or live a bad life the depression will eventually turn into numbness. If you don't get attention or have much love in your life, which humans naturally crave, your body will likewise adapt to having none by not needing any, thus by developing antisocial traits, feeling less emotion or need for connection, and having less empathy for lives

If I had to guess if u have love in ur life, you'll continue as you are and may stop feeling boredom and fatigue which may make it easier to work. IDK how long that state will last but If you're generally alone you'll begin developing antisocial traits that at first make you careless then frustrated with reality and others

Either way that's my essay on the matter

 

[TGUN.]

I mean from my personal experience I grew up in a bad environment & I eventually got used to lows & got detached to it yet also couldn't feel highs or excitement & at the time I didn't even realize my environment was bad but kept subconsciously descending until I was around 15 & I mentally woke up, realized my life, tried to fix it & became depressed n shit. Eventually I went back to nothingness & slowly started developing antisocial traits.

From what I know if you have many lows in your life your body numbs itself out and detaches to protect you from stress or negativity to adapt to your environment, which is natural. If you're depressed for too long or live a bad life the depression will eventually turn into numbness. If you don't get attention or have much love in your life, which humans naturally crave, your body will likewise adapt to having none by not needing any, thus by developing antisocial traits, feeling less emotion or need for connection, and having less empathy for lives

If I had to guess if u have love in ur life, you'll continue as you are and may stop feeling boredom and fatigue which may make it easier to work. IDK how long that state will last but If you're generally alone you'll begin developing antisocial traits that at first make you careless then frustrated with reality and others

Either way that's my essay on the matter

Yeah that’s exactly right bro

How old are u now btw

 

[them streets b cold]

dont you have any problems to solve?

 

[LA_vxmpk1NG]

Yeah that’s exactly right bro

How old are u now btw

17 so right in the peak developmental years. Since things aren't changing I'll probably continue on the path and gradually become more antisocial until my personality gets locked into adulthood.

Id say that it's a bad thing but atp idgaf anymore