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I've realised the error in my ways and thoughts and I'm going to try and continue living life trying to be less of a monster. I've hurt too many people irl and online with my words and even if my prejudice against races and certain people may never fully subside, I recognise that those thoughts are dangerous and I should try and at least suppress it. I know apologies do not matter as the damage I've caused to many people in my life is irreparable. What's the point in ending it all having lived life as a mentally ill racist incel when I haven't even seen the light side of me? I'm going to looksmax and personality max and I hope I can keep going without thoughts of suicide until at least my 70s.