I have defeated Lust. It has been replaced by Wrath

[NuclearBrainReturns]

As I defeat one sin, another takes its place in my mind.

I am now much angrier since stopping masturbating and thinking sexually. I have 0 libido but my anger has increased dramatically.

I am constantly wanting to fight someone and beat people up now. If anything, this is much harder to take out of my mind than Lust.

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

Previously I have defeated; pride, gluttony, greed and now lust.

Wrath, sloth and envy are now the only sins I need to defeat in my mind.

 

[Deleted member 22099]

When I don't masturbate all I want to do is lift weights, smoke cigarettes, beat people up and assault women.

 

[RAITEIII]

Previously I have defeated; pride, gluttony, greed and now lust.

Wrath, sloth and envy are now the only sins I need to defeat in my mind.

How did u defeat pride? I'm not sure I've been tempted but tbh I think this is only good when you're being unreasonable and not when you're dealing with shitty people.

Like you might be removing ur pride. And maybe that person as soon as u leave will be like JFL LOOK LOOK AT NUCLEAR HOW PATHETHIC HE IS. Which is an humillation.

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

How did u defeat pride? I'm not sure I've been tempted but tbh I think this is only good when you're being unreasonable and not when you're dealing with shitty people.

Like you might be removing ur pride. And maybe that person as soon as u leave will be like JFL LOOK LOOK AT NUCLEAR HOW PATHETHIC HE IS. Which is an humillation.

Firstly I want to point out that this is a temporary defeat of these sins. I would never, ever say that I have permanently defeated pride, because that is prideful. (ironic, right?). I am only a man and could fall back into sin at any moment.

The way that I can defeat pride (in a temporary sense) is through just coming to terms with the idea that I am nothing special. 'I ain't shit' is the motto but its not self defeatism to say that if you have the right attitude.

I don't care if someone calls me pathetic. I will hear someone call me pathetic for trying to live righteously and then in their next breath, brag about buying a £3000 watch with golden studs. I only care if it is someone whom I care about and it isn't as much of a personal insult but instead it is upsetting because I care about that person and don't want them to think I am a deceiver of some kind.