I have ED and a micro at 15 it’s so over

[iblamepersonnality]

Consistent use of porn content and with consistent abuse to the penis can lower it’s size and ability to maintain its shape

No You have a micro bc of shit hormones

 

[H72]

this shit just infuriates me jfl
you're in your own head about your looks. buddy you have a foid infatuated about you, you look fine. actually ugly men will never get this. i am considered above average by forum incels and i haven't got what you have. and you aren't grateful for what literally everyone else on this forum wants

It’s not in my head everyday im tortured for my looks relentlessly and I have to go home and get the same treatment from my family Im laughed at everyday i am the butt of every joke I get guilt abused by my girlfriend my life is torment

 

[Deleted member 439950]

No you have to believe me my self esteem isnt bad i just fucking suck I am a loser in every aspect

I don't think you get that this isn't a normal way of thinking even if you suck
Most people suck and love themselves

 

[H72]

I don't think you get that this isn't a normal way of thinking even if you suck
Most people suck and love themselves

That’s just terrible how can you love yourself if your not perfect

 

[Deleted member 439950]

It’s not in my head everyday im tortured for my looks relentlessly and I have to go home and get the same treatment from my family

are they actually regularly commenting on your looks?

Im laughed at everyday i am the butt of every joke

this is just growing up as an autist, half of this forum can relate to this

I get guilt abused by my girlfriend my life is torment

in what way

 

[buccalfatremoval]

From my consistent use of sexual stimulants and consumption of pornogrpahic content everyday since the age of 6-7 i have a micro this is fucking ROPEFUEL

Indeed Ropefuel lol

 

[Deleted member 439950]

That’s just terrible how can you love yourself if your not perfect

yeah you definitely have issues this is a ridiculous mindset
nobody is perfect. you love yourself because you are yourself and you want good things for yourself so you can feel good. hating yourself is grossly unnatural and indicative of severe neurochemical issues

 

[H72]

are they actually regularly commenting on your looks?

this is just growing up as an autist, half of this forum can relate to this

in what way

Yes everyday it’s them calling out every flaw wverything ever wrong with me and ridiculing me for wanting to change and with my girlfriend every time I try and bring up anything bad about my day its always well i was assaulted at 12 so no matter what happened to me it will never be more important then whag happened to her

 

[H72]

yeah you definitely have issues this is a ridiculous mindset
nobody is perfect. you love yourself because you are yourself and you want good things for yourself so you can feel good. hating yourself is grossly unnatural and indicative of severe neurochemical issues

It’s not ridiculous at all if I’m perfect then no one can make fun of me because I’m flawless

 

[H72]

Indeed Ropefuel lol

Life is ropefuel

 

[Deleted member 439950]

Yes everyday it’s them calling out every flaw wverything ever wrong with me and ridiculing me for wanting to change

i somehow doubt they're calling out your recessed maxilla or something. what are they actually saying? if ur unironically bringing up BP/looksmaxxing irl then thats why you're being ridiculed. never do that.

and with my girlfriend every time I try and bring up anything bad about my day its always well i was assaulted at 12 so no matter what happened to me it will never be more important then whag happened to her

ah. whilst its tragic, women who were SA'd (especially as kids) tend to have severe issues. this sort of makes you a great match but you both need to work through shit badly. shes hardly abusing you though
if you truly dont like her then there's no point in staying ig but you're incredibly priviledged to have the option and the experience

 

[Deleted member 439950]

It’s not ridiculous at all if I’m perfect then no one can make fun of me because I’m flawless

you can make fun of anyone because nobody is flawless
you need to grow a spine and stop taking the criticism to heart. why do you give a fuck what someone else has to say? they have flaws.

 

[H72]

i somehow doubt they're calling out your recessed maxilla or something. what are they actually saying? if ur unironically bringing up BP/looksmaxxing irl then thats why you're being ridiculed. never do that.

ah. whilst its tragic, women who were SA'd (especially as kids) tend to have severe issues. this sort of makes you a great match but you both need to work through shit badly. shes hardly abusing you though
if you truly dont like her then there's no point in staying ig but you're incredibly priviledged to have the option and the experience

There not directly calling out my recessed shit and I don’t talk about bp shit only as a joke to one friend but it’s the never ending jokes of my height my weight my acne anything about me thay I can see as a flaw it’s the never ending joke snd the teachers join in or don’t even bother to try to stop it I live in hell

She definitely has issues but notging bad enough to end up with me i have a terrible look and personality i am at the bottom of every spectrum my life is a nightmare

 

[H72]

you can make fun of anyone because nobody is flawless
you need to grow a spine and stop taking the criticism to heart. why do you give a fuck what someone else has to say? they have flaws.

Because there’s so many I could handle it when it was 1 good friends but it’s people I don’t even know or teachers making fun of me

 

[avenox]

jerking off doesnt effect size btw

 

[Pale God]

From my consistent use of sexual stimulants and consumption of pornogrpahic content everyday since the age of 6-7 i have a micro this is fucking ROPEFUEL

 

[Deleted member 439950]

There not directly calling out my recessed shit and I don’t talk about bp shit only as a joke to one friend but it’s the never ending jokes of my height my weight my acne anything about me thay I can see as a flaw it’s the never ending joke snd the teachers join in or don’t even bother to try to stop it I live in hell

weight and acne are controllable, stop being a victim and take action.

She definitely has issues but notging bad enough to end up with me i have a terrible look and personality i am at the bottom of every spectrum my life is a nightmare

i guarantee you aren't you are just severely mentally ill. nobody remotely healthy speaks like you. you are delusional in a sad way, you believe you are some sort of hideous monster.

 

[H72]

weight and acne are controllable, stop being a victim and take action.

i guarantee you aren't you are just severely mentally ill. nobody remotely healthy speaks like you. you are delusional in a sad way, you believe you are some sort of hideous monster.

I don’t believe I know, i am not a victim i am taking action but I get ridiculed for doing it everyday i go to the gym someone is calling me something it’s everyone no matter where I am I get stared at I am laughed at i am safe no where I go home and everyone is just taking out there problems on me

 

[Deleted member 439950]

No you have to believe me my self esteem isnt bad i just fucking suck I am a loser in every aspect

Stop saying that for starters, I want you to try that for me. For one week don't insult yourself. Not in your head, not verbally, not online or in writing or in self depreciating jokes. The more you tell yourself that story the more you believe it. Just entertain me, 1 week.

Your self esteem is objectively horrible, it is literally as bad as it can be

 

[H72]

Stop saying that for starters, I want you to try that for me. For one week don't insult yourself. Not in your head, not verbally, not online or in writing or in self depreciating jokes. The more you tell yourself that story the more you believe it. Just entertain me, 1 week.

Your self esteem is objectively horrible, it is literally as bad as it can be

I can stop it in my head no matter who I talk to no matter when or where I get called something snd it always comes back it will never stop I can look as good as I ever could and it will never go away the voices will always torment me

 

[Deleted member 439950]

I can stop it in my head no matter who I talk to no matter when or where I get called something

You know well that this is an exaggeration. You obsess over every time anyone calls you everything and constantly replay it in your mind. Deeply unhealthy behaviour.

snd it always comes back it will never stop I can look as good as I ever could

this doesnt matter, like even slightly. You have a girlfriend that likes how you look. That is more than 99% of users on this forum. You don't need to be perfect.

and it will never go away the voices will always torment me

You need counselling, maybe meds of some sort. Just talk to someone dude, your parents, a school counsellor. The issue is no longer your looks even if you actually are ugly. You are a suicidal addict with 0 self esteem. Get some help

 

[H72]

You know well that this is an exaggeration. You obsess over every time anyone calls you everything and constantly replay it in your mind. Deeply unhealthy behaviour.

this doesnt matter, like even slightly. You have a girlfriend that likes how you look. That is more than 99% of users on this forum. You don't need to be perfect.

You need counselling, maybe meds of some sort. Just talk to someone dude, your parents, a school counsellor. The issue is no longer your looks even if you actually are ugly. You are a suicidal addict with 0 self esteem. Get some help

It’s not an exaggeration it’s everywhere every class (my name) you fat fucking loser KYs and the teachers do nothing the teachers whisper snd laugh at me

It doesn’t matter if she likes me it’s a torment if I leave her she kills herself if I stay I kill myself im fucking trapped the only way out is if I die

I can’t talk to anyone if I do they send me away the meds sre terrible they hurt so much I’d rather kms then take another pill

 

[Deleted member 439950]

im going to bed and i cant be of any more help to you dude
but you need to understand that your appearance is not the problem. your mind is. again, no matter how poorly you think of her you literally have a girlfriend. most users here will go their teens without feeling the touch of a woman. you probably mog me when i was your age.

porn, maybe a bad home environment and the internet have destroyed your self worth and annihilated your neurotransmitters. you need to detox from everything. social media, forums, drugs, porn, masturbation, lamenting, poor sleep, poor diet etc. get some help anywhere you can find it. stop internalising everything people say. they don't usually mean it or realise how much it affects you. most of the teasing/bullying i got at your age was just harmless fun from the perspective of the normies, they don't know what your world is like and they don't particularly care.

good luck.

 

[H72]

im going to bed and i cant be of any more help to you dude
but you need to understand that your appearance is not the problem. your mind is. again, no matter how poorly you think of her you literally have a girlfriend. most users here will go their teens without feeling the touch of a woman. you probably mog me when i was your age.

porn, maybe a bad home environment and the internet have destroyed your self worth and annihilated your neurotransmitters. you need to detox from everything. social media, forums, drugs, porn, masturbation, lamenting, poor sleep, poor diet etc. get some help anywhere you can find it. stop internalising everything people say. they don't usually mean it or realise how much it affects you. most of the teasing/bullying i got at your age was just harmless fun from the perspective of the normies, they don't know what your world is like and they don't particularly care.

good luck.

Goodnight sleep well thank you for trying to help someone like me

 

[Deleted member 439950]

It’s not an exaggeration it’s everywhere every class (my name) you fat fucking loser KYs and the teachers do nothing the teachers whisper snd laugh at me

ok now I have reason to believe you might be schizophrenic

It doesn’t matter if she likes me it’s a torment if I leave her she kills herself if I stay I kill myself im fucking trapped the only way out is if I die

I can’t talk to anyone if I do they send me away the meds sre terrible they hurt so much I’d rather kms then take another pill

what meds are you on?

 

[H72]

ok now I have reason to believe you might be schizophrenic

what meds are you on?

Not on any meds currently i was going to kms if I stayed on them and I may be but what I said is true no one stands up for me there is no one in my corner

 

[Deleted member 439950]

Not on any meds currently i was going to kms if I stayed on them and I may be but what I said is true no one stands up for me there is no one in my corner

what meds were you on

 

[H72]

what meds were you on

I don’t fucking remember i was on dex and some other things for my adhd, adhd and autism is the only thing Im diagnosed for though it’s wrong Im normal

 

[Deleted member 439950]

I don’t fucking remember i was on dex and some other things for my adhd, adhd and autism is the only thing Im diagnosed for though it’s wrong Im normal

oh i have adhd and im on similar shit
meds should definitely not make you feel like that. mine are great
have you ever been put on antipsychotics? what do they think is wrong with you?
not trying to alarm you but i have reason to believe you might have paranoia/schizophrenia

 

[H72]

oh i have adhd and im on similar shit
meds should definitely not make you feel like that. mine are great
have you ever been put on antipsychotics? what do they think is wrong with you?
not trying to alarm you but i have reason to believe you might have paranoia/schizophrenia

I don’t go to doctors anymore I told my mum I’d run away and kms so I probably won’t be diagnosed with snything

 

[fraudster#1]

you're 15, still alot of development lasting, including penile.
are you really a micro? tell me the metrics soft and fully erect.
if yes, Then go to endocrinologist and he will give you dht treatment

 

[Deleted member 439950]

I don’t go to doctors anymore I told my mum I’d run away and kms so I probably won’t be diagnosed with snything

maybe you should listen to them
again, major assumption but it definitely sounds like you might have some sort of paranoid psychosis or even full blown schizophrenia. strangers, teachers whispering about your looks? this just doesn't happen even if you're ugly. I WAS ugly. uglier than you, i never could have had a gf at your age. and given your overall profile and thought patterns its clear that something is wrong and its not ur looks

you should look into this. i know medications can be scary but the right treatment could save your life. a lot of your suffering may literally be in your head

 

[H72]

maybe you should listen to them
again, major assumption but it definitely sounds like you might have some sort of paranoid psychosis or even full blown schizophrenia. strangers, teachers whispering about your looks? this just doesn't happen even if you're ugly. I WAS ugly. uglier than you, i never could have had a gf at your age. and given your overall profile and thought patterns its clear that something is wrong and its not ur looks

you should look into this. i know medications can be scary but the right treatment could save your life. a lot of your suffering may literally be in your head

I’ll take it into consideration but where I live if they believe I am a harm to anyone myself others animals etc they will through me away and drug me and I can’t take that risk, also you may be right I personally cannot accurately diagnose myself but I may be snd if so I will consider buying some form of medication online for it

 

[Deleted member 439950]

I’ll take it into consideration but where I live if they believe I am a harm to anyone myself others animals etc they will through me away and drug me and I can’t take that risk, also you may be right I personally cannot accurately diagnose myself but I may be snd if so I will consider buying some form of medication online for it

that's good but you shouldn't really try to self medicate this stuff. treating it will require years of therapy and clinician assisted treatments. i know its hard but if i were you i would just be open about this. say NOTHING about suicide, violence, homicidal thoughts etc. just talk about how you hear cruel/demeaning voices everywhere to a counsellor/doctor or at least your parents. classic symptom of paranoid schizophrenia.

 

[H72]

that's good but you shouldn't really try to self medicate this stuff. treating it will require years of therapy and clinician assisted treatments. i know its hard but if i were you i would just be open about this. say NOTHING about suicide, violence, homicidal thoughts etc. just talk about how you hear cruel/demeaning voices everywhere to a counsellor/doctor or at least your parents. classic symptom of paranoid schizophrenia.

Idk man I really would like truly Im just scared of getting the wrong doctor and they just throw my ass away i don’t want to be forgotten Im not fucked in the head Im normal like everyone else

 

[RichardSpencel]

Average life for black brah