I have literally nothing to live for rn

[Prøphet]

Genuinely zero reason to live

I’m a subhuman with recessed everything norwooding like hell at 18 giga autistic giga mentally ill no one around me understands me or cares to abused as a child and the worst part is doctors cant make my vision any better than 20/50 so I’m half fucking blind thanks to bad genetics and illness

I hope I have something to live for in the future but it’s unlikely. Unless I can somehow fix my life. Which is extremely unlikely. The best I can hope for is to get a ton of surgeries and find a girl to love. But even if by some miracle of god I can do it I’ll still be mentally fucked and sick and going blind. I hate my fucking life, it feels like I’m already in hell with no chance of getting out. Don’t get me wrong I’ll stick around and hope things get better but my current life is unbearable for me and the pain has gotten so bad Ive lost myself.

 

[subhuman1996]

Praying things get better for you brother

 

[Deleted member 351479]

I have something to live for.

 

[Prøphet]

Praying things get better for you brother

Thanks brother hate to attention whore but this place is the only place I can let out my feelings without hearing some bluepilled bs. I recently returned to Christ because of how fucked up my life is but it feels like he never hears my prayers. I pray that he gives me the strength to deal with everything.

 

[Sith]

Thanks brother hate to attention whore but this place is the only place I can let out my feelings without hearing some bluepilled bs. I recently returned to Christ because of how fucked up my life is but it feels like he never hears my prayers. I pray that he gives me the strength to deal with everything.

Keep going, I wish the best for you. I feel very similar right now, hopefully all of us make it one day.

 

[Prøphet]

Keep going, I wish the best for you. I feel very similar right now, hopefully all of us make it one day.

You too bhai. Never give in to the world.

 

[subhuman1996]

Thanks brother hate to attention whore but this place is the only place I can let out my feelings without hearing some bluepilled bs. I recently returned to Christ because of how fucked up my life is but it feels like he never hears my prayers. I pray that he gives me the strength to deal with everything.

Thats really fantastik to hear that you’ve return to Christ. Rlly proud of you for that. And I’m sure things will get better overtime. And abt the prayers, silence doesn't mean no. Its easy to feel ghosted when u don't get a sign but usually, God works in the background. Don't mistake a lack of "vibes" or feelings for Him not being there.

 

[Matrix88]

I’m a subhuman with recessed everything norwooding like hell at 18 giga autistic giga mentally ill no one around me understands me

lol you literally described my situation

The best I can hope for is to get a ton of surgeries and find a girl to love.

same

I hope I have something to live for in the future but it’s unlikely.

Currently I'm living in hopes of a better future and also I'm living off copes like videogames or movies, nerd stuff

Imagine killing yourself before The Batman 2

 

[Prøphet]

lol you literally described my situation


same


Currently I'm living in hopes of a better future and also I'm living off copes like videogames or movies, nerd stuff

Imagine killing yourself before The Batman 2

Id never rope but if I did want to I would need to at least see Dune 3

 

[Canthus]

Welcome to the club!

 

[iblamexyz]

Praying things get better for you brother