i have mental breakdown from this

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The schizos are at it again

 

[Youㅤ]

while thinking last night i was convinced i gained insight into past life... but dont want to share. im not certain its true now after waking

 

[not__cel]

its so brutal trying to sleep i lay in bed for long time just waiting then suddenly im sleep paralysis and it sends shockwave vibrations thru my entire body, i just closed my eyes and suppressed any visions didnt want to see anything, it fucking hurt tho and then i felt i was being pushed off my bed, couldnt move but i tried and instead moved an astral hand

during day i have copemaxx whole day or bad things come to mind

good luck with ur job

Yeah during the day I just cope away trying to distract myself and thanks hopefully I’ll be able to keep it but I’ve had visions where I’ve died there and now I don’t know what to do


I’ve had real visions and delusions but I don’t know how to differentiate them

 

[not__cel]

while thinking last night i was convinced i gained insight into past life... but dont want to share. im not certain its true now after waking

Hmm, do past life implications affect current life?

 

[Youㅤ]

Yeah during the day I just cope away trying to distract myself and thanks hopefully I’ll be able to keep it but I’ve had visions where I’ve died there and now I don’t know what to do


I’ve had real visions and delusions but I don’t know how to differentiate them

brutal, i dont know if distractions are beneficial or cope. it seems my mind never process these things cuz distractions so then when i sleep it manifests

wdym u dont know how to distinguish vision from delusion? id say a vision is vision a delusion is a notion about that vision.

 

[Youㅤ]

Hmm, do past life implications affect current life?

definitely, it explains part of my life. like weird intrinsic differences that otherwise wouldnt make sense. of course how u turn out is affecred by environment and such but i believe inj reincarnation 100% ive read some cases of it, past life affects ur current life.

i have to sort this out, its very important i know my past life.

 

[not__cel]

brutal, i dont know if distractions are beneficial or cope. it seems my mind never process these things cuz distractions so then when i sleep it manifests

wdym u dont know how to distinguish vision from delusion? id say a vision is vision a delusion is a notion about that vision.

I’ve had visions of the future before my brain started torturing me, so now it’s hard because coincidences were sometimes a catalyst for these visions and I’d see the future of my reality, now I don’t know what’s real

if you have good distractions the manifestation will be good aswell, the nighttime is when shit really hits the fan, I’m still trying to figure out a way to get away from it but medication to sleep is my only solution

 

[Alias!]

these fucking demons in me

and im so gullible i tried to fuck the demon after i was attacked but then it was my own shadow and it attacked me again, i got away into an alternate reality

i realized it has been manifesting as an alternate personality to take control over my actions in rare occurances

such occurances rare cuz i have to banish it chronically using annoying mental rituals that take a toll on my energy levels

this is basically OCD and it debilitated me since 7

weird cuz now im having memories make since again, i saw demon when i was even younger than 7 but had not really understood it.

Are you not scared of demons?

 

[not__cel]

definitely, it explains part of my life. like weird intrinsic differences that otherwise wouldnt make sense. of course how u turn out is affecred by environment and such but i believe inj reincarnation 100% ive read some cases of it, past life affects ur current life.

i have to sort this out, its very important i know my past life.

I’ve had clues that I’ve lived in a loop of this life but this is my first life because as a kid I dreamt about choosing my body in angel form to become myself

I wish reincarnation was something I could do but when I die I come back as myself is something I think happens, I do believe others could do it I’m just going to find out the reason I’m in a loop when I die

If I’ve had a past life I don’t know much about it

 

[Youㅤ]

I’ve had visions of the future before my brain started torturing me, so now it’s hard because coincidences were sometimes a catalyst for these visions and I’d see the future of my reality, now I don’t know what’s real

if you have good distractions the manifestation will be good aswell, the nighttime is when shit really hits the fan, I’m still trying to figure out a way to get away from it but medication to sleep is my only solution

weird, but how do u know ur visions now wont occur in future?

reincarnation case

The Case of Gnanathilaka Baddevithana: An Early Independent Investigation of One of Ian Stevenson’s Reincarnation Cases | Journal of Scientific Exploration

doi.org

 

[Youㅤ]

Are you not scared of demons?

they hurt me and torment me

 

[Youㅤ]

I’ve had clues that I’ve lived in a loop of this life but this is my first life because as a kid I dreamt about choosing my body in angel form to become myself

I wish reincarnation was something I could do but when I die I come back as myself is something I think happens, I do believe others could do it I’m just going to find out the reason I’m in a loop when I die

If I’ve had a past life I don’t know much about it

most people have no idea about their past lives, even tho their current life is shaped by it, its something beyond their understanding

i wonder how reincarnation works with reproduction. if u dont reproduce u reincarnate into someone else, if u reproduce then what?

 

[Alias!]

they hurt me and torment me

 

[Alias!]

I’ve had clues that I’ve lived in a loop of this life but this is my first life because as a kid I dreamt about choosing my body in angel form to become myself

I wish reincarnation was something I could do but when I die I come back as myself is something I think happens, I do believe others could do it I’m just going to find out the reason I’m in a loop when I die

If I’ve had a past life I don’t know much about it

You choose to be a schizo ND male?

 

[not__cel]

weird, but how do u know ur visions now wont occur in future?

reincarnation case

The Case of Gnanathilaka Baddevithana: An Early Independent Investigation of One of Ian Stevenson’s Reincarnation Cases | Journal of Scientific Exploration

doi.org

What do you mean? From what I’ve seen visions that don’t occur are the ones that feel too powered by my subconscious

They aren’t real event but things I’ve imagined using my mind to think about them so I don’t see it happening as it is and sometimes there will be someone to explain it to me in the vision when really most of the time in real visions I just see the future set in stone with no one to explain it

It’s basically like using a vr headset except now you see what will happen in the future

 

[not__cel]

most people have no idea about their past lives, even tho their current life is shaped by it, its something beyond their understanding

i wonder how reincarnation works with reproduction. if u dont reproduce u reincarnate into someone else, if u reproduce then what?

Because your children are alive while you’re alive then reincarnation into your kids only occurs if you die before your kid is conceived

Energy also exists so creating kids creates more energy, it’s the only real creation of energy with an imbalance because it creates a soul without exchanging one