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Sven
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my only experience has been being mentally insane and being abused and neglected whilst in that state
It’s only because by chance a dr Bruce Lipton clip popped up I managed to save myself
I haven’t even experienced an orgasm since I was 14 and I don’t mean sexually even when I masturbate. I can’t feel orgasms.
There is so much I’m missing out on I don’t know what I’m missing out on and I feel like this social isolation has given me brain damage
my only life experience is having mentally ill and poor parents, going to school and being treated badly by both staff and pupils whilst in isolation, spiralling into psychosis after leaving school and being punished for my violent criminal actions whilst in psychosis and not even being recognised of being in psychosis cuz everyone just saw me as a mentally retarded drug addict whilst in a state where I couldn’t advocate for myself when I’m not retarded and have never even been drunk or high let alone even drunken coffee
Everyone in my town and even my building is either scared and/or amused of me
I’m 22. For four months Sep to Dec 2024 I was at uni but didn’t touch the campus and stayed in my room laughing hysterically to myself which my flatmates who I didn’t ever see overheard
It’s only because by chance a dr Bruce Lipton clip popped up I managed to save myself
I haven’t even experienced an orgasm since I was 14 and I don’t mean sexually even when I masturbate. I can’t feel orgasms.
There is so much I’m missing out on I don’t know what I’m missing out on and I feel like this social isolation has given me brain damage
my only life experience is having mentally ill and poor parents, going to school and being treated badly by both staff and pupils whilst in isolation, spiralling into psychosis after leaving school and being punished for my violent criminal actions whilst in psychosis and not even being recognised of being in psychosis cuz everyone just saw me as a mentally retarded drug addict whilst in a state where I couldn’t advocate for myself when I’m not retarded and have never even been drunk or high let alone even drunken coffee
Everyone in my town and even my building is either scared and/or amused of me
I’m 22. For four months Sep to Dec 2024 I was at uni but didn’t touch the campus and stayed in my room laughing hysterically to myself which my flatmates who I didn’t ever see overheard