I have no redeeming qualities.

[sarmatian]

I'm very low IQ, I'm pretty sure I'm on some spectrum.
I'm Ltn, and even with the surgeries I'm getting I'll still be Mtn (It's ok, at least it's something).
I'm not funny, nor likeable. People only want me around if I do something stupid, basically laugh at me and not with me.
I have no money, no car and haven't studied (I'm academically cooked).
In the weekends, I either go out with some people I know and eat a kebab, or play fortnite in my room and stay at home.
I also just rot here, on .org, most of the time, rating the same MTNs that discovered the forum from TikTok and have a James Sapphire skull avi.
I don't have ambition, skills, or anything of value to me.
Yet I keep going, hoping something will change.

 

[bananabrick]

i feel your pain, offtopic is more a cave the recluse retreats into to rot than a self improvement forum. having awareness is the first step to change.

 

[sarmatian]

offtopic is more a cave the recluse retreats into to rot

Exactly