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The day I had gotten insecure back when I was 18 as a fat fuck, I should have just hit the gym and played sports for camaraderie, gotten to 12% bf with some muscle mass with hollow cheeks, gotten nice haircut and grooming, would have ended up with the LOOK that guys like Zayn, Penn Badgley, Quemirasman, Sid Malhotra etc have (yes, I know that's my look and am not being delusional about it, fuck you if you disagree), built a pleasing holistic personality, social capital and career, possibly had a cute GF in uni I would have married or else had sex like normies a few times here and there, moved out of India, travelled the world, had a $150k+ career with an ivy league education and never heard of these forums in my life. Instead chose to lament over irrelevant shit for 10 years, became a total loner misanthrop that hates socializing, found lookism and then looksmax to exacerbate the same thought process, uncle or maybe even aunty physique with manboobs, starting my career from nothing at 26 (though I guess its a start now), behaving like a manchild, dumpster diving for a bit of validation, smoking and getting drunk to cope.
I am gonna turn things around now. My base is still where it was more or less back then with an income stream now to make things possible which I am grateful for. A bit late but not over yet. Fuck everything else, shutting off from this world (the blackpilled nonsense), my advice to the youngcels is the same. If genuinely severe setbacks, just note them down and get to work to get them fixed before 25 or 30 max with a normal mental and emotional composure.
I am gonna turn things around now. My base is still where it was more or less back then with an income stream now to make things possible which I am grateful for. A bit late but not over yet. Fuck everything else, shutting off from this world (the blackpilled nonsense), my advice to the youngcels is the same. If genuinely severe setbacks, just note them down and get to work to get them fixed before 25 or 30 max with a normal mental and emotional composure.
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