tall0ner
6'5" 83" wingspan 21" bideltcel
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Very similar to what i'm going thru, currently 20 in college and around nw2.5 rapidly thinning. i was on topical / oral fin and topical minox since 18 years old and have slowly lost ground and I don't know what to do. I feel like a wreck daily and the issue is I'm super underweight and have a pretty boy look. I am 6 ft 5 but only 160 pounds and i know i can't pull off a bald look right now because of my recessed maxilla, lack of masculine eye area and jaw. very tough spot.I am in similar situation as u dude, I started balding at ~18 and got on fin and minox at 19. In the beginning I had a boost of libido the first couple of months and I felt pretty good. I was watching kevin mann, reading r/tressless and didn't even look much into PFS as I thought its bs. Also I've always been very serious with the gym, dieting and overall healthy lifestyle, so I believed I won't get any side effects.
Later down the road, my libido started getting a little worse, but I didn't pay much attention to it. I kept on living a healthy lifestyle and watching Kevin Mann, however my side effects started getting progressively worse and worse with time.
After the 2nd year I started getting brain fog, waking up in the middle of the night with anxiety and panicky feeling and unable to fall back asleep. I couldn't concentrate at work and my libido got worse and worse to the point I felt asexual. Suddenly my penis felt numb, I could get a hard on but even jerking off with death grip I wouldn't feel any satisfaction. Orgasms felt completely sensationless.
(With cialis I could get rock hard, but there was still almost 0 sensation in my penis and orgasms were muted)
That's when I got scared asf. I didn't even imagine fin could cause sides like that. I took a break for a couple of weeks and the mental/cognitive sides improved a lot, whereas libido improved only slightly. I tried to get back on it with much smaller dosages and even small dose topical, but eventually I'd always get sides. I'm now probably about 3 months completely off of it and my mental and cognitive sides have subsided but libido is still nowhere close to pre-fin state.
I'm eating 100% clean, hitting the gym for 6+ years(naturally, even tho many people think I'm on roids because of my physique),
35+ days of nofap, getting sunlight, walking in nature, meditating, breathing exercises, taking vit D3+k2, vit C, probiotic, collagen, l-arginine, l-carnitine tartrate, electrolytes.
Honestly it still baffles with me how much this drug can fuck you up even if you have a 100% healthy lifestyle.
Very scary. I saw many people on subreddits and pfs forum in similar situation as me.
Also many people say if you get any sides, they might subside with continued usage, but for me the sides kept getting worse and worse to the point I felt asexual and like a braindead zombie at work, the brain fog and anxiety was unbearable.
To anyone who's read my story, just be very careful of fin/accutane/saw palmetto. Some people can be very unlucky, even if you don't expect it to be you. My guess is that due to lookism, the usage of such drugs is increasing.
More and more people are gonna experience scary sides and PFS, so PFS will be undeniable soon enough.
Let's hope there are gonna be better drugs for acne and hair loss in the future..