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Bog_09
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When I was in the 9th grade i started seriously looksmaxing but i wasnt super blackpilled. At one point i was doing shitty and i was a die-hard Dexter fan fantasizing about gore and killing and i was psyching in my room alone all day. After that when summer came i got a little better and now im in winter again in this shitty period (in the 10th grade now) when there is no sun and its super deppresing outside and Ive started getting super into looksmaxing and blackpill ideology. I ordered some Mk677 for start and i started bonesmashing again and im doing it very hard to the point my fists destroy my bone. Idk how to fckin cope and pass through this shitty adolescence. 1 girl im talking to im super obssesed with and im trying to seem cool when texting and she leaves on seen and delivered for hours and i dont even know what im doing wrong. Contemplating suicide everyday atp


