I have schizophrenia, looking for help. (if anyone is able of providing it)

[inhumanselection]

Not here to prove myself, i’m simply asking for help, that’s all.
Being an ethnic manlet only makes it worse. Been going through some degree of “psychosis” ever since I was little. Though, it has particularly intensified the past two years.
I’m looking for ways to “stop it” from getting even worse and affecting my looks and/or growth.
i’m already very deep in, i’m 173 centimeters tall and weigh a pathetic 34 kilograms, and I was never able of gaining weight very easily.
Either way, been thinking of overdosing on my antipsychotics. The amount I currently have won’t be enough to be fatal, I’m doing it for the love of the game.

 

[dyelbro]

Not here to prove myself, i’m simply asking for help, that’s all.
Being an ethnic manlet only makes it worse. Been going through some degree of “psychosis” ever since I was little. Though, it has particularly intensified the past two years.
I’m looking for ways to “stop it” from getting even worse and affecting my looks and/or growth.
i’m already very deep in, i’m 173 centimeters tall and weigh a pathetic 34 kilograms, and I was never able of gaining weight very easily.
Either way, been thinking of overdosing on my antipsychotics. The amount I currently have won’t be enough to be fatal, I’m doing it for the love of the game.

I'm very sorry.

 

[foidslayer5000]

Not here to prove myself, i’m simply asking for help, that’s all.
Being an ethnic manlet only makes it worse. Been going through some degree of “psychosis” ever since I was little. Though, it has particularly intensified the past two years.
I’m looking for ways to “stop it” from getting even worse and affecting my looks and/or growth.
i’m already very deep in, i’m 173 centimeters tall and weigh a pathetic 34 kilograms, and I was never able of gaining weight very easily.
Either way, been thinking of overdosing on my antipsychotics. The amount I currently have won’t be enough to be fatal, I’m doing it for the love of the game.

nigga are u tryna rope? actually dont

I mean shiet if ive ever seen a case for someone to rope this would be it, but still. Death is always the worst alernative

 

[sonik404]

Not here to prove myself, i’m simply asking for help, that’s all.
Being an ethnic manlet only makes it worse. Been going through some degree of “psychosis” ever since I was little. Though, it has particularly intensified the past two years.
I’m looking for ways to “stop it” from getting even worse and affecting my looks and/or growth.
i’m already very deep in, i’m 173 centimeters tall and weigh a pathetic 34 kilograms, and I was never able of gaining weight very easily.
Either way, been thinking of overdosing on my antipsychotics. The amount I currently have won’t be enough to be fatal, I’m doing it for the love of the game.

wont recommend oding on your antipsychotics i did once and had respiratory failure and couldn't move worst night of my life

 

[jcruz07]

do not rope bro

 

[inhumanselection]

wont recommend oding on your antipsychotics i did once and had respiratory failure and couldn't move worst night of my life

I’d go through the worst night of my life ten times if it means I leave the physical world

 

[sonik404]

I’d go through the worst night of my life ten times if it means I leave the physical world

i mean if you wanna be unable to breath or move for hours on end then go for it also you're not leaving shit you'll be right there to experience it nor will it fix anything in your life i hope you find peace bhai