Arhcie
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Hey boyos, I havent posted in a while last post was decent engagement and reps. New story today starts about last Friday when I moved out of uni. So there's this girl in my uni hallway and she's quite pretty id say to me she's a HLTB-MTB somewhere in that range, but her halos obviously make her more attractive TO ME(Subjectively).
I've wanted to at least talk to her once but never got the chance to until that Friday. Mainly cause I'm ugly, manlet and terrified of rejection, but prior to this ive done one apporach which was a loss but also a win because I left my comfort zone. But was still rejected ( she had a boyfriend). And she didn't call the cops on me.
I was sitting in the lounge of my hall waiting for my ride when she stumbled in with a huge bag. She asked me if I could watch her stuff and I politely said yes and offered to help her carry it. She said yes actually which i was surprised. I took her stuff down with her and had a little chat with her, introduced my self and even told her ive been meaning to actually talk to her. Thats when I asked for her Instagram and she actually said yes.
The day went on and I never got the follow back until a few hours later which was a big surprise because I thought I was getting blocked lmao. I texted her today about 5-6 hours ago just asking how her flight home was and no response so Ive pretty much lost hope.
But the main point is that sometimes I wonder if I will truly ever have a chance to express all the love thats pent up inside of me. I just want to to show to someone else that I care for them dearly and would move the world for them. But man its rough out here dude. I dont want to slay, I dont want to fucking date a bitch cum dump her and fuck the next bitch.
I want to wake up next to my partner, and share breakfast with them. I want to have our little inside jokes and stupid things we talk about. I want to raise a family with a women who is modest, caring and passionate about her family and love for them. Alot of us on this site ( not many actually cause some of these people are fucking rtards) actually have good intentions and truly just want a partner not for lustful intent but to show our love.
Im only 19 but man ive been sub 5 most of my life only recently have I had tiny ascensions from sub 5 to maybe the average person now HLTN. With a few more softmaxing i can maybe reach MTN. But man im just about ready to quit on the idea of ever having a family or look at women in general. I flip between "its never over" to "its over" a dozen times a week but I think its finally time to just focus on my copes and just forget about a future that holds love.
DNR me if you want I dont fucking care just wanted to write my thoughts and experiences down.
Will update if she texts me in the morning tmr.
More posts coming if I experience anything in my life or think of anything worth writing.
I've wanted to at least talk to her once but never got the chance to until that Friday. Mainly cause I'm ugly, manlet and terrified of rejection, but prior to this ive done one apporach which was a loss but also a win because I left my comfort zone. But was still rejected ( she had a boyfriend). And she didn't call the cops on me.
I was sitting in the lounge of my hall waiting for my ride when she stumbled in with a huge bag. She asked me if I could watch her stuff and I politely said yes and offered to help her carry it. She said yes actually which i was surprised. I took her stuff down with her and had a little chat with her, introduced my self and even told her ive been meaning to actually talk to her. Thats when I asked for her Instagram and she actually said yes.
The day went on and I never got the follow back until a few hours later which was a big surprise because I thought I was getting blocked lmao. I texted her today about 5-6 hours ago just asking how her flight home was and no response so Ive pretty much lost hope.
But the main point is that sometimes I wonder if I will truly ever have a chance to express all the love thats pent up inside of me. I just want to to show to someone else that I care for them dearly and would move the world for them. But man its rough out here dude. I dont want to slay, I dont want to fucking date a bitch cum dump her and fuck the next bitch.
I want to wake up next to my partner, and share breakfast with them. I want to have our little inside jokes and stupid things we talk about. I want to raise a family with a women who is modest, caring and passionate about her family and love for them. Alot of us on this site ( not many actually cause some of these people are fucking rtards) actually have good intentions and truly just want a partner not for lustful intent but to show our love.
Im only 19 but man ive been sub 5 most of my life only recently have I had tiny ascensions from sub 5 to maybe the average person now HLTN. With a few more softmaxing i can maybe reach MTN. But man im just about ready to quit on the idea of ever having a family or look at women in general. I flip between "its never over" to "its over" a dozen times a week but I think its finally time to just focus on my copes and just forget about a future that holds love.
DNR me if you want I dont fucking care just wanted to write my thoughts and experiences down.
Will update if she texts me in the morning tmr.
More posts coming if I experience anything in my life or think of anything worth writing.
