i have strong doubts whether its a good idea to try to make money and try to get sex

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having money will make it easier to kill myself, and harm myself through drugs, and failing to make money will hurt me
approaching girls will get me rejected and it will hurt me. maybe dealing with women will hurt me too.

probably more reasons i subconsciously feel. like what if hedonic treadmill, or the better u feel, the worse u will feel.

i have doubts. so i do nothing.

 

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only easy money and easy sex seem like a no-brainer

 

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also focusing on money and crime will increase my cortisol

 

[Solar]