I have such a disgusting body, it really destroys me so much.

[Deleted member 45794]

I don't even know why I am so obsessed over it. Just returned from my grandparents house, no air conditioning, sweat all day cleaning the house, getting on ladders to clean the fans, hang up paintings. I can do work well on the farm too, bringing heavy buckets of water over extremely sloped rocky land. My body is capable yet I hate ot because of its aesthetics

I have severe rounded shoulders, large hands in proportion to thin forearms and lanky proportions in general.

I also have scoliosis...

I will cope with more weight training for a few more months till I do my degree...

 

[Deleted member 45794]

I wish I was stronger + body looking normal