I have suicidal thoughts again

[sadakiyo]

Since I relapsed

Zero carb diet and nofap is the key

 

[needsolution]

Fap

 

[fOreVER]

Do it pussy

 

[toolateforme]

do you have money? you wanna go sweden with me?

 

[sadakiyo]

do you have money? you wanna go sweden with me?

Atm no I dont have but I can work if I find motivation
Ok bro, why not, but I think that first I should finish my studies of architecture
When are you planning to go to sweden ?

 

[toolateforme]

Atm no I dont have but I can work if I find motivation
Ok bro, why not, but I think that first I should finish my studies of architecture
When are you planning to go to sweden ?

december bro
about 70 days left.. i gotta work too

 

[sadakiyo]

Or maybe I can continue my studies in sweden but I have to improve my english

december bro

Oh ok nice, maybe I can join you in 2 years if you stay there

 

[pisslord]

 

[toolateforme]

Or maybe I can continue my studies in sweden but I have to improve my english

Oh ok nice, maybe I can join you in 2 years if you stay there

nah im going there just for trip, for few days..

 

[sadakiyo]

nah im going there just for trip, for few days..

Oh ok I understand
Where do you plan to livr for long term ?

 

[toolateforme]

Oh ok I understand
Where do you plan to livr for long term ?

not in this shithole.. not at all...
maybe US, Europe, idk, wherever

 

[sadakiyo]

not in this shithole.. not at all...
maybe US, Europe, idk, wherever

Dont come to france, belgium its so shitty

Personnally I would go to russia or canada idk

Do you study atm ?

 

[toolateforme]

Dont come to france, belgium its so shitty

Personnally I would go to russia or canada idk

Do you study atm ?

nah.. im just stuck in my room doing nothing, i was originally planning to suicide so..

 

[sadakiyo]

nah.. im just stuck in my room doing nothing, i was originally planning to suicide so..

I understand man
It would be cool if we could die just by pressing a button, without fear or suffering

Just disconnecting the game that is IRL because we are just bored to play

 

[Ritalincel]

Redditors who became suicidal as a result of losing your nofap streak, what gave you the strength to carry on?

 

[toolateforme]

I understand man
It would be cool if we could die just by pressing a button, without fear or suffering

Just disconnecting the game that is IRL because we are just bored to play

That's what i always think man.. cannot agree more..
unplugging the game..
therefore i wish i had a gun, ive been always desired of suiciding through gun..which is basically disconnecting the game man..

 

[sadakiyo]

Redditors who became suicidal as a result of losing your nofap streak, what gave you the strength to carry on?

Idk I can do it again but atm I feel suicidal

 

[Deleted member 2756]

Zero carb

enjoy chronically raised cortisol levels, thus anxiety, thus suicidal thoughts. Low carb is literally retarded.

 

[sadakiyo]

That's what i always think man.. cannot agree more..
unplugging the game..
therefore i wish i had a gun, ive been always desired of suiciding through gun..which is basically disconnecting the game man..

You can buy gun on deep web since they dont sell it in korea
I would do that if I really lose hope

enjoy chronically raised cortisol levels, thus anxiety, thus suicidal thoughts. Low carb is literally retarded.

I already did it and felt much better I was calm, in serenity

 

[Pendejo]

Redditors who became suicidal as a result of losing your nofap streak, what gave you the strength to carry on?

thx bro

 

[toolateforme]

You can buy gun on deep web since they dont sell it in korea
I would do that if I really lose hope

I already did it and felt much better I was calm, in serenity

yeah im gonna go us and buy gun or drugs there, since there is no deep web here.

 

[sadakiyo]

yeah im gonna go us and buy gun or drugs there, since there is no deep web here.

Man if my life dont get better I will follow you
We could take heroin and other drugs togheter before quitting the game

 

[toolateforme]

Man if my life dont get better I will follow you
We could take heroin and other drugs before quitting the game

were gonna meet up in the next game.
im gonna start finding job.. to get stockholm this december..

 

[sadakiyo]

were gonna meet up in the next game.
im gonna start finding job.. to get stockholm this december..

GL man

Ill try to save some money too

But idk if it would cure my depression

Im nevrosed af

 

[toolateforme]

GL man

Ill try to save some money too

But idk if it would cure my depression

Im nevrosed af

you are much better looking than me bro.. when its all about looks.. you dont have to suffer..

 

[sadakiyo]

you are much better looking than me bro.. when its all about looks.. you dont have to suffer..

Dont say that Im feeling bad
Life and happiness isnt all about looks unless youre more than 8 PSL, when if its the case life is really on an easy mode

Man I have dopamine/serotonine problems Ive already lost 2 years of my life because I didnt study, my brain chemistry is just fucked up

But I still try, I hope we could get better in few months man keep going on and tell us your journey in sweden when youll be there

 

[Pendejo]

my brain chemistry is just fucked up

What do you mean with that?

 

[sadakiyo]

What do you mean with that?

Neurotransmettors

 

[Andromeda88]

Since I relapsed

Zero carb diet and nofap is the key

your not depressed just because your sad for 1 day

 

[Deleted member 3043]

No don't do such, don't be silly, you are all good people, don't act bad !
don't think about silly stuffs, come on !