SecularIslamist
Islamist jihadi and intersectional feminist
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It's literally impossible for me to ascend. I just stay in my apartment all day. When working, I work from home 95% of the time. My sleeping is fucked. I see no sunlight for weeks sometimes. My eyes have become extremely short sighted because of this. My ability to contact with humans is extremely limited. The nearest "friend" I have is 100s of miles away. I live in a remote area in the middle of nowhere. Everyone is confused why I decided to move. But I said it's for "career" purposes. I never took advantage of the social aspects of growing up. I actually thought this would hold me back career-wise and educationally (partially true).
I look forward to going back to my hometown and living with my parents and incel brother and femcel sister. But that's just trading one form of rot for another. I still continue to rot.
Looksmaxxing is not even a solution. If I were to look like O'Pry, Chico or Salludon tomorrow it would not solve my situation. Even if I looked like them, the way I've lived my life for the last 10 years I would still not have ascended. It's impossible to ascend if you're chad and just rot and cope all day.
I look forward to going back to my hometown and living with my parents and incel brother and femcel sister. But that's just trading one form of rot for another. I still continue to rot.
Looksmaxxing is not even a solution. If I were to look like O'Pry, Chico or Salludon tomorrow it would not solve my situation. Even if I looked like them, the way I've lived my life for the last 10 years I would still not have ascended. It's impossible to ascend if you're chad and just rot and cope all day.