i have thoughts of killing myself and i can't stop them

[PeakIncels]

recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.

i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.

i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad

 

[Terrortheplug]

just look at the flowers

 

[Mogsgymmaxx]

recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.

i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.

i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad

 

[PeakIncels]

just look at the flowers

I didn't enjoy walking dead

 

[yadih]

join the military or sum

 

[noobkiller999]

just look at the flowers

i feel doom in the room no flowers abloom

 

[Terrortheplug]

I didn't enjoy walking dead

never watched it

 

[OxyFanNigga]

just look at the flowers

this made me cackle like a fucking hyena lol

 

[Lord Shadow]

mirin bmi - srsly tho I'm hoping the best for you bro. with almost every situation there's always a way to improve it even if its in the smallest way, fight your hardest for happiness its completely worth it even though it might not seem like it currently

 

[Clark69]

call someone you love and trust. they'll make things feel alright

 

[CookiekingFAN]

recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.

i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.

i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad

Yo gueniunly get a therapist because mental health maxing is REALLY underrated and maybe hop off of bp content it could be really bad for your health and maybe tell any parental guardian

Rope maxing is NEVER the way bro

 

[Alias!]

recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.

i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.

i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad

 

[TheAncientMacedonia]

stop watching anime

 

[_MVP_]

 

[Canthus]

If i rope i'm just going to jump from a building

 

[Its0ver_r0pe$]

just look at the flowers

Do it

 

[v8zen]

recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.

i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.

i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad

Just do drugs or somthing, that's what I did

 

[Bryce]

Just do drugs or somthing, that's what I did

If you actually did drugs you'd know it just makes everything 10x worse

 

[Chris88]

If you actually did drugs you'd know it just makes everything 10x worse

Bryce check my newest thread bhai

 

[Deleted member 74191]

If you actually did drugs you'd know it just makes everything 10x worse

depends on what drug, i done lsd made things a lot better

 

[v8zen]

If you actually did drugs you'd know it just makes everything 10x worse

Helped me make friends and shit and was better than rotting in my room

 

[v8zen]

If you actually did drugs you'd know it just makes everything 10x worse

Also im not talking about shooting up heroin in the corner of your room, probably should have specified

 

[Bryce]

Also im not talking about shooting up heroin in the corner of your room, probably should have specified

All drugs make you feel worse at the end of the day, they're all poison, don't touch them because they will bring you nothing good in life

 

[v8zen]

All drugs make you feel worse at the end of the day, they're all poison, don't touch them because they will bring you nothing good in life

All drugs make you feel worse at the end of the day, they're all poison, don't touch them because they will bring you nothing good in life

I agree being sober is usally the better option. But drugs can help you do stuff that you wouldn't want to do sober. There's also stuff like phycadelics that can help change your mindset and get new perspective

 

[Bryce]

There's also stuff like phycadelics that can help change your mindset and get new perspective

Wanna hear a cool story

I became a paranoid schizophrenic because of LSD and shrooms

Now I have to pin Invega in my ass and delts every month

All that for a mindset change a new perspective

 

[sayso27]

recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.

i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.

i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad

just thug it through and go outside and try not to rot on org for too long, it's depressing here. focus on your studies and get a good high paying job so you have the option to hardmaxx later if that's your plan. saving up in your teens is also a good idea

 

[v8zen]

Wanna hear a cool story

I became a paranoid schizophrenic because of LSD and shrooms

Now I have to pin Invega in my ass and delts every month

All that for a mindset change a new perspective

Does schizophrenia run in your family?
I know phycs can cause phycosis but I never heard of them causing schizophrenia without being predisposed to it.

 

[Bryce]

I know phycs can cause phycosis but I never heard of them causing schizophrenia without being predisposed to it.

It happens a lot, no predisposition is needed

People crack me up. It's like, they're surprised when you tell them that consuming poison will destroy their brain in due time, lol

Does schizophrenia run in your family?

Yeah I'm a 2nd gen, aunt became a full blown schizo after a 3 day long LSD trip

 

[GabachoCopium]

recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.

i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.

i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad

you probably have a better life than me, i am truly one of the miserable souls ever. so go ahead kill yourself, just know you’re a pussy

 

[v8zen]

It happens a lot, no predisposition is needed

People crack me up. It's like, they're surprised when you tell them that consuming poison will destroy their brain in due time, lol

Yeah I'm a 2nd gen, aunt became a full blown schizo after a 3 day long LSD trip

Brains are weird, some people take 10 grams of shrooms and are fine the next day while others have problems from barely any.

 

[Bryce]

Brains are weird, some people take 10 grams of shrooms and are fine the next day while others have problems from barely any.

Anyone who takes 10g of shrooms already has a mental illness and no inner monologue, and everyone will be affected by some point

 

[PeakIncels]

you probably have a better life than me, i am truly one of the miserable souls ever. so go ahead kill yourself, just know you’re a pussy

is it a competition, to who has it worse? did i ever say i had it the worst out of everyone here?

why are you being so egoistical? my life sucks, it's ass, i hate being miserable and hurting everyday, every second

but i never say i have it the worst, i know there are more people, hurting more than me, and i listen to everyone out

maybe you are right, you might have it worse than me, and i don't wish that not one single bit on you, but don't act like i don't take everyone's life in consideration, because i do, i respect everyone's problem, even the smallest one.

 

[GabachoCopium]

is it a competition, to who has it worse? did i ever say i had it the worst out of everyone here?

why are you being so egoistical? my life sucks, it's ass, i hate being miserable and hurting everyday, every second

but i never say i have it the worst, i know there are more people, hurting more than me, and i listen to everyone out

maybe you are right, you might have it worse than me, and i don't wish that not one single bit on you, but don't act like i don't take everyone's life in consideration, because i do, i respect everyone's problem, even the smallest one.

idk life is weird, objectively speaking my life is one of the worst lifes a man can have, being born subhuman, born into absolutepoverty, parents dying, being ridiculed whole life, etc
but i dont feel like dying, never have
stuff like this really comes down to the individual’s
brain chemistry
maybe your issue, isn’t an environmental one but it could stem from your poor nutrition leading to your current brain health

 

[PeakIncels]

idk life is weird, objectively speaking my life is one of the worst lifes a man can have, being born subhuman, born into absolutepoverty, parents dying, being ridiculed whole life, etc
but i dont feel like dying, never have
stuff like this really comes down to the individual’s
brain chemistry
maybe your issue, isn’t an environmental one but it could stem from your poor nutrition leading to your current brain health

I can't relate much to the parents dying part but i do to everything else, I'm sorry to hear, but no, my problems come mostly by my own mental, because i can't handle this, it hurts too much, unlike you, I'm weak, that's the difference, that's why everyday I wish i could die

i won't be positive, life is absolutely miserable, I'll live 80 years maybe, or just one more, and then die, without impacting nothing, I'll be just another bug on this planet, I'm useless, and will remain like that, i won't affect anything or anyone, nobody will remember me

 

[emxnn]

recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.

i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.

i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad

Naturemaxx

 

[registerfasterusing]

recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.

i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.

i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad

And niggas will still say ur ‘biologically hardwired’ to survive at all costs

 

[hollowlight]

recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.

i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.

i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad

go to therapy dude, or call someone u trust and love

 

[_safoan]

delete the account