
PeakIncels
burn for something or fade into ashes- 14.0 bmi
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recently, it's not just thoughts, it's an urge, i genuinely feel like my body itself, and hands, are in collaboration with my mind, just to go around my neck and strangle myself.
i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.
i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad
i want to die, im so miserable, and worthless, i will begin school again soon and i have no words, i just know, it will be terrible, i can't handle it, not at all.
i wish i could have the strength to die, id do everything if it was someone else that killed me, maybe a car, thief, or smt, why does everything have to be so painful? or is everything so painful because i am truly, that weak, i can't handle this, i know i can't, my mind feels like it's going to break every second, it all sucks so bad