I have to repeat my final year of highschool because i have the retard disorder (ADHD). Do i just ropemaxx?

[lau PSL]

There is honestly nothing worse than having a neurodivergent condition like ADHD or autism.
I got diagnosed 2 months ago, i was able to hide it for fucking 6 years until recently where i just couldnt keep up with the shitload of studying i need to do every fucking week.

Guys, is it possible to be behind in life? like actually? its my biggest fear...
Like, what do you mean I can't even concentrate for five minutes? My emotions are always on thin ice. I'll have to sit in class with normies younger than me. I won't see all the Stacys at prom. Everybody is going to get absolutely obliterated on graduation night, and guess where I'm gonna be? At home, smoking copium all day, wishing my brain would just work like a normal human being's. To make it worse, my ex is on top of the world right now. She ditched me, found a new guy, and says I deserve to repeat a year. She’s literally happy I got left behind.


How am I even supposed to climb the ladder when my brain feels like a mix of high intelligence and total dysfunction?"
Please get me out of here, i cant go back to that fucking school i get depression from october to february each fucking year. I want a new chapter in my life.
Do i blame myself?

 

[NorwoodAscender]

are you not on stims?

 

[jgrey080]

Nigga if adhd isnt shit stop blaming your own shortcomings on "muh brain is different"

 

[alurmo]

 

[Mooglesan]

how is ADHD retard disorder?

 

[lau PSL]

are you not on stims?

Aye bro monster is a goated anime, top tier.


Anyway yes i am BUT since it got diagnosed 2 months ago, the damage was already done. Since we already passed the winter exams.


I really tried to fix it in the summer exams, but it was too late.This is lowkey so unfair man

 

[lau PSL]

how is ADHD retard disorder?

Ask anybody with adhd, it is absolute hell.
Symptoms we deal with every day:

• Negative rumination: Endless looping of past mistakes or worries.
• Intrusive thoughts: Sudden, unwanted, and highly distressing mental interruptions.
• Rejection Sensitivity (RSD): Intense emotional pain from perceived criticism or failure.
• Chronic shame: Deep feelings of inadequacy caused by executive dysfunction.
• Emotional dysregulation: Rapid mood swings and low frustration tolerance.
• Negative self-talk: Harsh, constant inner criticism and self-doubt.
• Unable to enter a normal state of focus

Dont even think about deep focus, unless you are obsessed with something (part of the reason im here)

 

[lau PSL]

Nigga if adhd isnt shit stop blaming your own shortcomings on "muh brain is different"

 

[jgrey080]

how is ADHD retard disorder?

I'm sure those who ACTUALLY suffer from adhd will say it's a retard disorder, some nigga I know has it and hes dysfunction on every level, I'm sure the op might have it but usually niggas larp it for excuses. Though I would put it on the same level as actual retard disorders like asd