I have to say good bye to life

[Paul Paulovski]

I'm literally fucking done. 1.5 years into looksmaxxing and no noticeable results im just left with anxiety and depression and some weird jaw pain and muscle tightness. I hate my life every single day and couldn't ascend, instead I got so depressed that I was put on SSRIs but I think that's it for me. I'm done and I have give up on life, maybe in next life I will be born a HTN with a better life instead of a mmtn with a miserable life. I'm just sorry that I have to put my parents and family through it. My only did not get any better in fact it got even worse and I'm giving up. I have had one unsuccessful attempt but this time I'm done.

I lost weight but I just became skinny because I didn't go to the gym now I have to bulk up and everything just goes downhill. im literally 20 yo and just started taking gym sersious about a month ago but f this life bro. My parents never told me to go to the gym and now it's too late. Fuck this. I can't change a single thing about my face now since im past puberty. Good luck to the rest of you guys.

I literally can't even work with a straight razor. I'm literally left bruised up and having to deal with small cuts on my face cuz my dumb ass can't even work with something as simple as that

SSRIs have side effect I dont wanna deal with

Nothing will get better. Even if I ascend to HTN, wtf should I do with the fact that I was not born white and I'm ethnic. Nothing will change that nature will it?

 

[briiiancoma]

GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER

 

[Paul Paulovski]

GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER GO ER

I went there nothing happens will they ever change me?

 

[hezaymoglet]

I'm literally fucking done. 1.5 years into looksmaxxing and no noticeable results im just left with anxiety and depression and some weird jaw pain and muscle tightness. I hate my life every single day and couldn't ascend, instead I got so depressed that I was put on SSRIs but I think that's it for me. I'm done and I have give up on life, maybe in next life I will be born a HTN with a better life. I'm just sorry that I have to put my parents and family through it.

just get high asf and fix ur tmj at the doctor and ur good

 

[hezaymoglet]

I went there nothing happens will they ever change me?

nigga ur dumb asf

 

[Darkyx]

I'm literally fucking done. 1.5 years into looksmaxxing and no noticeable results im just left with anxiety and depression and some weird jaw pain and muscle tightness. I hate my life every single day and couldn't ascend, instead I got so depressed that I was put on SSRIs but I think that's it for me. I'm done and I have give up on life, maybe in next life I will be born a HTN with a better life. I'm just sorry that I have to put my parents and family through it.

low test

 

[zombiesaresocool]

I'm literally fucking done. 1.5 years into looksmaxxing and no noticeable results im just left with anxiety and depression and some weird jaw pain and muscle tightness. I hate my life every single day and couldn't ascend, instead I got so depressed that I was put on SSRIs but I think that's it for me. I'm done and I have give up on life, maybe in next life I will be born a HTN with a better life. I'm just sorry that I have to put my parents and family through it.

Its never over

 

[Kojo]

I'm literally fucking done. 1.5 years into looksmaxxing and no noticeable results im just left with anxiety and depression and some weird jaw pain and muscle tightness. I hate my life every single day and couldn't ascend, instead I got so depressed that I was put on SSRIs but I think that's it for me. I'm done and I have give up on life, maybe in next life I will be born a HTN with a better life instead of a mmtn with a miserable life. I'm just sorry that I have to put my parents and family through it. My only did not get any better in fact it got even worse and I'm giving up. I have had one unsuccessful attempt but this time I'm done.

I lost weight but I just became skinny because I didn't go to the gym now I have to bulk up and everything just goes downhill. im literally 20 yo and just started taking gym sersious about a month ago but f this life bro. My parents never told me to go to the gym and now it's too late. Fuck this. I can't change a single thing about my face now since im past puberty. Good luck to the rest of you guys.

Sorry bro

 

[Paul Paulovski]

low test

I dont even know if I have low test or not. the doctor doesent let me get a hormone check

 

[Awesomefarts34]

Its never over

Took this photo last night looks extremely similar to your profile picture

 

[Paul Paulovski]

nigga ur dumb asf

how did u come to this conclusion

 

[Kojo]

I went there nothing happens will they ever change me?

He's talking about a certain man involved in spaces like these in the past

 

[hezaymoglet]

how did u come to this conclusion

ER is elliot rodgers not emergency room ur dumb as fuck nigger!!

 

[zombiesaresocool]

View attachment 5045550 Took this photo last night looks extremely similar to your profile picture

Beautiful picture i took mine in north Carolina wby

 

[him.]

I'm literally fucking done. 1.5 years into looksmaxxing and no noticeable results im just left with anxiety and depression and some weird jaw pain and muscle tightness. I hate my life every single day and couldn't ascend, instead I got so depressed that I was put on SSRIs but I think that's it for me. I'm done and I have give up on life, maybe in next life I will be born a HTN with a better life instead of a mmtn with a miserable life. I'm just sorry that I have to put my parents and family through it. My only did not get any better in fact it got even worse and I'm giving up. I have had one unsuccessful attempt but this time I'm done.

I lost weight but I just became skinny because I didn't go to the gym now I have to bulk up and everything just goes downhill. im literally 20 yo and just started taking gym sersious about a month ago but f this life bro. My parents never told me to go to the gym and now it's too late. Fuck this. I can't change a single thing about my face now since im past puberty. Good luck to the rest of you guys.

why not hardmaxx?

 

[Paul Paulovski]

nigga ur dumb asf

why are u saying that? he is saying go to the Emergency Room (ER) to get help but those guys dont help me

 

[hezaymoglet]

why are u saying that? he is saying go to the Emergency Room (ER) to get help but those guys dont help me

w ragebait

 

[Awesomefarts34]

Beautiful picture i took mine in north Carolina wby

Central Minnesota

 

[Darkyx]

I dont even know if I have low test or not. the doctor doesent let me get a hormone check

get another doctor, my doctor does wtv i say, tell him i have dark under eyes i get prescribed tret, say i have anxiety he gave me pregab he legit gives me wtv i want might ask him for test next

 

[Paul Paulovski]

why not hardmaxx?

dont have that much money, by the time I get enough money for that I will be 32-33

 

[Paul Paulovski]

get another doctor, my doctor does wtv i say, tell him i have dark under eyes i get prescribed tret, say i have anxiety he gave me pregab he legit gives me wtv i want might ask him for test next

where do u live? I live in Canada doctors are shit

 

[Paul Paulovski]

get another doctor, my doctor does wtv i say, tell him i have dark under eyes i get prescribed tret, say i have anxiety he gave me pregab he legit gives me wtv i want might ask him for test next

is pregab better than SSRIs?

 

[Darkyx]

where do u live? I live in Canada doctors are shit

No iont think that matters bro you just gotta go doctor shopping till you find one that does wtv u want, for mine i just gotta have a believable story so he doesnt get sued and he prescribes me w anything

 

[Darkyx]

is pregab better than SSRIs?

for Anxiety yea, bro just don't kys its not worth it

 

[Paul Paulovski]

He's talking about a certain man involved in spaces like these in the past

oh now I know who y'all talking about the notorious ER

 

[Paul Paulovski]

for Anxiety yea, bro just don't kys its not worth it

IM SUFFERING EVERY DAY BRO do. understand? I think about kms every single day and. I dont wanna take SSRIs they make life worse due to side effects

 

[Darkyx]

IM SUFFERING EVERY DAY BRO do. understand? I think about kms every single day and. I dont wanna take SSRIs they make life worse due to side effects

yea nigga SSRIs r shit just be stoic bro its not that deep

 

[Darkyx]

thats why I said u got low test lil bro just go outside and breath fresh air

 

[Paul Paulovski]

yea nigga SSRIs r shit just be stoic bro its not that deep

pregab isn't that better btw in terms of side effect profile

 

[loadingoat]

At least hope on Test before you give up

 

[arianwantstoascend]

hope you get better bhai, wishing you the best.

 

[Paul Paulovski]

At least hope on Test before you give up

what should I do with the fucking side effects of test and fucking hair loss

 

[Paul Paulovski]

hope you get better bhai, wishing you the best.

im literally saying im committing suicide nothing will get better

 

[loadingoat]

what should I do with the fucking side effects of test and fucking hair loss

Are you joking? You're a year and a half in and you haven't looked at test at all and how to mitgate side effects?

Even if you have side effects - at least you tried to accend.

 

[Der Führer]

I'm literally fucking done. 1.5 years into looksmaxxing and no noticeable results im just left with anxiety and depression and some weird jaw pain and muscle tightness. I hate my life every single day and couldn't ascend, instead I got so depressed that I was put on SSRIs but I think that's it for me. I'm done and I have give up on life, maybe in next life I will be born a HTN with a better life instead of a mmtn with a miserable life. I'm just sorry that I have to put my parents and family through it. My only did not get any better in fact it got even worse and I'm giving up. I have had one unsuccessful attempt but this time I'm done.

I lost weight but I just became skinny because I didn't go to the gym now I have to bulk up and everything just goes downhill. im literally 20 yo and just started taking gym sersious about a month ago but f this life bro. My parents never told me to go to the gym and now it's too late. Fuck this. I can't change a single thing about my face now since im past puberty. Good luck to the rest of you guys.

I literally can't even work with a straight razor. I'm literally left bruised up and having to deal with small cuts on my face cuz my dumb ass can't even work with something as simple as that

SSRIs have side effect I dont wanna deal with

Nothing will get better. Even if I ascend to HTN, wtf should I do with the fact that I was not born white and I'm ethnic. Nothing will change that nature will it?

its fucking over bro. in another life it was you..

 

[Paul Paulovski]

its fucking over bro. in another life it was you..

its so sad. good luck to u

 

[sherry12]

I'm literally fucking done. 1.5 years into looksmaxxing and no noticeable results im just left with anxiety and depression and some weird jaw pain and muscle tightness. I hate my life every single day and couldn't ascend, instead I got so depressed that I was put on SSRIs but I think that's it for me. I'm done and I have give up on life, maybe in next life I will be born a HTN with a better life instead of a mmtn with a miserable life. I'm just sorry that I have to put my parents and family through it. My only did not get any better in fact it got even worse and I'm giving up. I have had one unsuccessful attempt but this time I'm done.

I lost weight but I just became skinny because I didn't go to the gym now I have to bulk up and everything just goes downhill. im literally 20 yo and just started taking gym sersious about a month ago but f this life bro. My parents never told me to go to the gym and now it's too late. Fuck this. I can't change a single thing about my face now since im past puberty. Good luck to the rest of you guys.

I literally can't even work with a straight razor. I'm literally left bruised up and having to deal with small cuts on my face cuz my dumb ass can't even work with something as simple as that

SSRIs have side effect I dont wanna deal with

Nothing will get better. Even if I ascend to HTN, wtf should I do with the fact that I was not born white and I'm ethnic. Nothing will change that nature will it?

sounds awful lol, pm me a photo of you so i can make fun of you

 

[yendumont]

I'm literally fucking done. 1.5 years into looksmaxxing and no noticeable results im just left with anxiety and depression and some weird jaw pain and muscle tightness. I hate my life every single day and couldn't ascend, instead I got so depressed that I was put on SSRIs but I think that's it for me. I'm done and I have give up on life, maybe in next life I will be born a HTN with a better life instead of a mmtn with a miserable life. I'm just sorry that I have to put my parents and family through it. My only did not get any better in fact it got even worse and I'm giving up. I have had one unsuccessful attempt but this time I'm done.

I lost weight but I just became skinny because I didn't go to the gym now I have to bulk up and everything just goes downhill. im literally 20 yo and just started taking gym sersious about a month ago but f this life bro. My parents never told me to go to the gym and now it's too late. Fuck this. I can't change a single thing about my face now since im past puberty. Good luck to the rest of you guys.

I literally can't even work with a straight razor. I'm literally left bruised up and having to deal with small cuts on my face cuz my dumb ass can't even work with something as simple as that

SSRIs have side effect I dont wanna deal with

Nothing will get better. Even if I ascend to HTN, wtf should I do with the fact that I was not born white and I'm ethnic. Nothing will change that nature will it?

Just pin Gramms of gear and hope for the best

 

[time27]

I'm literally fucking done. 1.5 years into looksmaxxing and no noticeable results im just left with anxiety and depression and some weird jaw pain and muscle tightness. I hate my life every single day and couldn't ascend, instead I got so depressed that I was put on SSRIs but I think that's it for me. I'm done and I have give up on life, maybe in next life I will be born a HTN with a better life instead of a mmtn with a miserable life. I'm just sorry that I have to put my parents and family through it. My only did not get any better in fact it got even worse and I'm giving up. I have had one unsuccessful attempt but this time I'm done.

I lost weight but I just became skinny because I didn't go to the gym now I have to bulk up and everything just goes downhill. im literally 20 yo and just started taking gym sersious about a month ago but f this life bro. My parents never told me to go to the gym and now it's too late. Fuck this. I can't change a single thing about my face now since im past puberty. Good luck to the rest of you guys.

I literally can't even work with a straight razor. I'm literally left bruised up and having to deal with small cuts on my face cuz my dumb ass can't even work with something as simple as that

SSRIs have side effect I dont wanna deal with

Nothing will get better. Even if I ascend to HTN, wtf should I do with the fact that I was not born white and I'm ethnic. Nothing will change that nature will it?

Where do you live( country )

 

[Paul Paulovski]

Where do you live( country )

why does it matter? Canada?

 

[Looshmaxxed]

If you listen to my grey advice, you'll 100% ascend. Up to you

- Replace the SSRI for a MAOI (best are 1. Phenelzine aka Nardil 2. Tranylcypromine aka Parnate; both available in Canada)
- Inject T 250-500mg a week and start going to the gym
- Hop on Dutasteride
- Have Exemestane and other ancillaries on hand, in case you get sides from the high T

 

[time27]

why does it matter? Canada?

You live in one of the best countries and complaining about depression my honest advice is put more affort in it, I could easily ascend but I don’t have the fuckig money for it cause am 16, you got in org so much information for looks, height, gym, sex. Everything but am sure you don’t try those things, and there are hundreds of peps that could ascend literally everyone , and think withe ur brain and not withe feelings.