i have tried so much to feel better

[wollet2]

it has never happened, i have done everything. even when i was a kid i was depressed but atleast i was looking forward to some things

now i will either be anxious and worry about everyday stuff or zone out and feel this terrible existential dread

i never experience any state other than these 2, i never have fun

 

[MakranidEugenics]

i hate living this subhuman shitty life i wanna do fuck all

 

[Abhorrence]

i want to escape my brain but apparently my brain is me
gay world