I have visions of my oneitis

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Hey guys, just wanted to make a little bit of a serious thread because I've had some problems recently and I haven't been able to discuss it with anyone close nor anyone who truly understands me.

I have this oneitis that I met around 3 months ago, long story short she rejected me over text around 2 months ago and I have never been the same since. Sometimes I picture ourselves doing activities together, I often see a couple hanging out and imagine ourselves doing that exact same thing. I feel like she's with me all the time, like a guardian angel. Whenever I think about her in public though I get severe anxiety attacks and often freak out of the thought of her rejecting me.

She is my motivation to ascend. It's been driving me nuts recently, I just got surgery done and I can't walk or lift weights at all. The day after the surgery was done, I open instagram and see she posted a dump. That already wants me to get off my ass and start looksmaxxing. I looked at the likes and there were like 50 guys liking her photos. I couldn't do anything because of my surgery, I felt like a cuck in that moment.

I desperately need to ascend, I am bedrottiing my ass off for the past week. Now that I finished writing this, it looks really stupid.

If this gets no replies, brutal

 

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brutal no replypill

 

[Waffe]

forget about her

 

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forget about her

it's not that easy bro . she's not your average htb

 

[Waffe]

it's not that easy bro . she's not your average htb

i was able to, you can do it too

 

[Azi.org]

She obsessing over another man forget about her

 

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She obsessing over another man forget about her

in today's society every single girl itw is obsessing over someone rn. I will become chad and then she will obsess over me