I haven’t been happy for over 2 years

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Absolutely brutal
 
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I stoped being happy around 15
 
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true, pure happiness, is only found, and achieved true bounding and connecting with others
 
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What’s that ?
Only the most dopamine boosting thing u can do😍 shits so fun

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What would us ethnics have to be happy about in this life
 
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true, pure happiness, is only found, and achieved true bounding and connecting with others
I agree. You can’t be happy alone. That’s why everything started to fall apart when I ruined every social connection I had.

Honestly it’s because I took the time I was happy for granted. Now I have dues to pay but I’m drained.
 
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happiness isn't a real concept
 
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I agree. You can’t be happy alone. That’s why everything started to fall apart when I ruined every social connection I had.

Honestly it’s because I took the time I was happy for granted. Now I have dues to pay but I’m drained.
Eh I do well on my own,

Lack of achievement is what bothers me, not lack of social validation

Being social is just to blend in, not to aquire satisfaction
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I agree. You can’t be happy alone. That’s why everything started to fall apart when I ruined every social connection I had.

Honestly it’s because I took the time I was happy for granted. Now I have dues to pay but I’m drained.
I've never had a friend, or a real connection, i wonder how it feels like to have a genuine bond with somebody
 
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Just do drugs and you’ll be happy it’s unlimited dopamine
Weed yea tbh

Not harder shit.

It does make life more pleasurable, shame I gave it up :feelswah:
 
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I can't remember ever being happy

I was born with a dick in my brain, fucked in the head.
 
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Just become a junkie bro
I’m high all day off weed and if u cross fade with nic it makes it even better. Then skull farm on discord and its free dopamine
 
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Weed yea tbh

Not harder shit.

It does make life more pleasurable, shame I gave it up :feelswah:
Get back into it. Unless u quit for other reasons
 
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I’m high all day off weed and if u cross fade with nic it makes it even better. Then skull farm on discord and its free dopamine
The zoomer method (not patched)
 
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It was making me low iq in college

I'll smoke when I get all As
Being a lil retarted never hurt nobody. Im retarted asf at school but I still remember to lock in and it works
 
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I've never had a friend, or a real connection, i wonder how it feels like to have a genuine bond with somebody
I’ve been on both ends ( had a good social life, friends even relationships) and now I’m on the other side.

The difference in QOL in insurmountable. You’d actually wake up looking forward to go to school to see your friends, or wake up knowing you’re loved next to someone. You’d look forward to the weeks ahead anticipating forming new happy memories.
 
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I’ve been on both ends ( had a good social life, friends even relationships) and now I’m on the other side.

The difference in QOL in insurmountable. You’d actually wake up looking forward to go to school to see your friends, or wake up knowing you’re loved next to someone. You’d look forward to the weeks ahead anticipating forming new happy memories.
yes, that is fair, it makes you happy, knowing you can change or afflict someone life, and the moment that ends

it makes people happy to share, wounds, issues, time but then

you become useless, and realize how worthless you are without anyone, i don't think ill ever be important for someone, i don't think i ever was, every night i cry myself to sleep knowing when i die, nobody will remember me, and i can't do anything, but accept it
 
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yes, that is fair, it makes you happy, knowing you can change or afflict someone life, and the moment that ends

it makes people happy to share, wounds, issues, time but then

you become useless, and realize how worthless you are without anyone, i don't think ill ever be important for someone, i don't think i ever was, every night i cry myself to sleep knowing when i die, nobody will remember me, and i can't do anything, but accept it
For me, everything went to shit in 2023. A sick crazy person turned my life upside down and caused severe stress so I lost my mind and destroyed every friendship I had, losing my family too.

Since then I haven’t even been able to cry or feel sad. I’ve just felt numb with no emotions. Sometimes I’ll think back to the times I was happy and there would be a flicker of warmth but that’s quickly gone.
 
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For me, everything went to shit in 2023. A sick crazy person turned my life upside down and caused severe stress so I lost my mind and destroyed every friendship I had, losing my family too.

Since then I haven’t even been able to cry or feel sad. I’ve just felt numb with no emotions. Sometimes I’ll think back to the times I was happy and there would be a flicker of warmth but that’s quickly gone.
that must've been painful, I'm sorry to hear

the fact you managed to have a person though, or people that liked you, means that it's not over yet, if you did it once, you can do it again

do not give up, because i remember you really well, especially on my older accounts you are a good user

don't think of the past, it's something that you will never be able to change, and enjoying the present is just a cope, what you must do, is focus on the future, focus on actually, making something out of your life, focus on finding someone that you love being with, both negative and positive influence, you will be much, happier
 
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that must've been painful, I'm sorry to hear

the fact you managed to have a person though, or people that liked you, means that it's not over yet, if you did it once, you can do it again

do not give up, because i remember you really well, especially on my older accounts you are a good user

don't think of the past, it's something that you will never be able to change, and enjoying the present is just a cope, what you must do, is focus on the future, focus on actually, making something out of your life, focus on finding someone that you love being with, both negative and positive influence, you will be much, happier
The thing is I know that there are solutions to this. People have crawled out of this horrible situation before so it’s possible, but when you’re numb it’s very hard.

I don’t want to be presumptions, but I think that’s also true in your case. We both need to try and see if we can uplift ourselves. Even one small tiny step in the right direction makes a difference.

For me personally, I need to pay my dues one way or another.
 
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