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Kraken
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childhood and adolescence was still a time when I had some dreams and prospects, that a lot of things await me in life and I was excited from any turn on the road of what could or couldnt happen in life. I was still naive, not knowing how life /world works and that adults are practically like children / teens only a hundred times worse because they lost their illusions.
I'm not saying I'm the most nice good guy in the world (it doesnt even work right when a person has social experience), but he's trying hard to be nice and I'm not pretentious. But people obviously dont care who you are if you dont have something they need or you have some value to them: like good looks, money you would spend in their direction or skills that create some status in society.
The funny thing is that I didnt even mind wageslaving. As I see it as the reason why 99% of people in the world are able to do it is that they have something / someone in life, like family, wife, children, real friends, love what they doing.
which I cant have at my age because I'm not GL and Im not a high status millionaire. I dont know what to do with the rest of my life, I'll probably wait until my mother dies and then kill myself.
I'm not saying I'm the most nice good guy in the world (it doesnt even work right when a person has social experience), but he's trying hard to be nice and I'm not pretentious. But people obviously dont care who you are if you dont have something they need or you have some value to them: like good looks, money you would spend in their direction or skills that create some status in society.
The funny thing is that I didnt even mind wageslaving. As I see it as the reason why 99% of people in the world are able to do it is that they have something / someone in life, like family, wife, children, real friends, love what they doing.
which I cant have at my age because I'm not GL and Im not a high status millionaire. I dont know what to do with the rest of my life, I'll probably wait until my mother dies and then kill myself.
