I haven't felt romantically for a foid for idk how long

[Deleted member 22124]

I remember when I was like 12 I would fantasize about laying next to them and cuddling them etc. Just to hold them was like a dream and I wanted it so bad. In my teens and early 20s I had crushes on a few, but it's been years now. I haven't really felt anything special for them lately. You know they would just backstab you if a higher psl male showed up and made himself available. Women leverage their sexuality to gain advantages because that's the only advantage they have (that and social intelligence).

Any of you hardcore blackpillers still having those touchy feelings for these beings, or does it feel just feel nonsyncretic; like self-deceit?

 

[Deleted member 20652]

Yeah after finding about how evil women are I will never catch feelings for a woman. I already gave up on women since 2021

//Thomas DOM

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Yeah after finding about how evil women are I will never catch feelings for a woman. I already gave up on women since 2021

//Thomas DOM

They're cruel heartless succubuses, or they're just plain boring. No thanks!

 

[Gladiator]

Coming out thread no 35611

 

[Deleted member 21393]

There’s no such thing as love

 

[Trilogy]

I haven't either. I miss that feeling tbh

 

[Deleted member 20631]

Haven’t had this feeling since I was 15, last relationship ruined any belief in love I’ve ever held

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Havent had this for 7 years and never got to be with a girl i had a crush on


Brutal incel life

 

[Deleted member 18840]

Love only made me become more pessimistic so far

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Love makes you weak. It's always weaponized.

 

[Deleted member 20652]

Since I discovered opioids /opiates I realized you don't need women to feel happy

//Thomas DOM

 

[Deleted member 20652]

Have you ever done opioids/opiates?

//Thomas DOM

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Have you ever done opioids/opiates?

//Thomas DOM

Only a few times. I tried subutex once, which was nice. Tramadol is good, but I guess it's kinda mild. I would like to move onto heavy things like heroin. I'll ask some black people in my city as soon as I get my dough. Do you recommend snorting or injecting? Haha I don't even know where to get syringes, but I could probably order it online. What's your preferred substance of choice if we ignore all the illegalities and only consider the effects?

 

[Deleted member 20652]

Only a few times. I tried subutex once, which was nice. Tramadol is good, but I guess it's kinda mild. I would like to move onto heavy things like heroin. I'll ask some black people in my city as soon as I get my dough. Do you recommend snorting or injecting? Haha I don't even know where to get syringes, but I could probably order it online. What's your preferred substance of choice if we ignore all the illegalities and only consider the effects?

When you tried subutex did you use it under tounge or snorting? The effect hits harder if snorted. Although with subutex you are supposed to snort slowly so it gets stuck in your upper nose area , not fast snorting like cocaine.

I recommend sticking to subutex bro. It's much cheaper than heroin and also pretty strong. Buprenorphine (subutex) is 40 times more potent than morphine. If you use a half pill a day (4mg) then a monthly habit would only cost 150 dollars, fairly affordable.

But with heroin, Ive heard people spending 2000 - 3000 dollars a month. Not worth it IMO (In my opinion)

Although perhaps you could try Oxycodone? 25 mg oxycodone is enough for a amazing euphoria

My favorite substance is definetly subutex. Long lasting high that lasts 20 hours and affordable.

//Thomas DOM

 

[Deleted member 20652]

In terms of euphoria I'd say oxycodone is my favorite, although it's too expensive

And in terms of most bang for buck, great euphoria + affordable then it's subutex

//Thomas DOM

 

[Deleted member 22124]

When you tried subutex did you use it under tounge or snorting? The effect hits harder if snorted. Although with subutex you are supposed to snort slowly so it gets stuck in your upper nose area , not fast snorting like cocaine.

I recommend sticking to subutex bro. It's much cheaper than heroin and also pretty strong. Buprenorphine (subutex) is 40 times more potent than morphine. If you use a half pill a day (4mg) then a monthly habit would only cost 150 dollars, fairly affordable.

But with heroin, Ive heard people spending 2000 - 3000 dollars a month. Not worth it IMO (In my opinion)

Although perhaps you could try Oxycodone? 25 mg oxycodone is enough for a amazing euphoria

//Thomas DOM

I snorted. Yeah, I'll try to get subutex first then. Is there a high risk of overdose? I'm not overly concerned. Just curious. With heroin I envision just laying around nodding. Heart and breath slowing down. Is Subutex more stimulating/making you function better than heroin?

 

[Psychophilly]

Only a few times. I tried subutex once, which was nice. Tramadol is good, but I guess it's kinda mild. I would like to move onto heavy things like heroin. I'll ask some black people in my city as soon as I get my dough. Do you recommend snorting or injecting? Haha I don't even know where to get syringes, but I could probably order it online. What's your preferred substance of choice if we ignore all the illegalities and only consider the effects?

dont. heroin means its over.

 

[Deleted member 20652]

I snorted. Yeah, I'll try to get subutex first then. Is there a high risk of overdose? I'm not overly concerned. Just curious. With heroin I envision just laying around nodding. Heart and breath slowing down. Is Subutex more stimulating/making you function better than heroin?

I found this

"Buprenorphine has a low toxicity relative to dose: the ceiling dose for buprenorphine is usually between 16mg and 32mg, and anything above this will not produce an increase in respiratory depression (the primary cause of death in opioid overdose is severe respiratory depression, leading to respiratory collapse). Thus increasing the dose of buprenorphine above this level will not continue to increase risk of death in a fashion similar to other μ-opioid receptor agonists. "

Yeah subutex is much more stimulating than heroin. On subutex you actually feel superhuman energy levels and can get shit done. Heroin is mostly just laying down n nodding.

It's also much easier to pretend being sober on subutex. People can't even notice you are high when you're on subutex because you show no physical signs of being high, you can still act completly normal lol.

Stick to 4 mg a day though, otherwise it could get expensive. A 8mg pill of subutex costs 10 dollars so 4mg a day would be 5 dollars per day

Another good thing about subutex is the long lasting high for 20 hours , that means aslong as you got enough supply for daily use then you won't go into withdrawal. Be aware though if you quit subutex cold turkey then you're gonna be bedridden for 2 weeks because the withdrawals are tough n makes you feel weak for a while.

Heroin high lasts only 5 hours, not sustainable, would easily get into withdrawals and it would be hard to financially afford the habit

//Thomas DOM

 

[Deleted member 20652]

dont. heroin means its over.

Yes heroin is way too expensive and difficult maintanence. Impossible to afford a daily heroin habit unless you are rich. The chance of it ending up badly n you get sick from withdrawals are very high with heroin.

//Thomas DOM

 

[Deleted member 20652]

Buprenorphine

Buprenorphine is a semisynthetic opioid of the morphinan chemical class. It functions as a mixed partial agonist opioid receptor modulator.

m.psychonautwiki.org

Always use psychonaut wiki to find out about effects from any drug

Buprenorphine = subutex btw

//Thomas DOM

 

[Psychophilly]

Yes heroin is way too expensive and difficult maintanence. Impossible to afford a daily heroin habit unless you are rich. The chance of it ending up badly n you get sick from withdrawals are very high with heroin.

//Thomas DOM

also the cheap heroin we get are pure shit and dangerous. i would use good heroin if i was rich

 

[Deleted member 22124]

dont. heroin means its over.

It's over

 

[Deleted member 22093]

I used to genuinely love it. Then I realized their love isn't genuine so how could I feel that again? Now I'll entertain it because you need to make them somewhat emotionally attached, but in the back of my mind I don't deeply feel for them.

 

[Deleted member 14262]

I haven't felt love since primary school. The foid was ugly too.